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Post by annie louise carter on May 18, 2010 21:18:48 GMT
 
Annie was spent! She’d spent the day doing some extra training on the pitch, and was there most of the afternoon. She’d finally put her beater’s bat down in the store cupboard at around four, and had decided to start walking back to the castle because her arm was hurting from all the practice. And plus, they were going to be serving tea in the hall soon, and Annie was also quite hungry, after burning all her energy from dinner earlier on the pitch. She’d not put in much practice really, aside from the team practices, and she used to practice outside that a whole lot too. But with her homework, her lessons, and Chris, she’d not been able to spend much time on the pitch. But now that Chris had cheated on her, and she’d ended it, she had that luxury of more free time back, even though some of it was spent with Trevor, insulting each other and being a pain in each other’s ass, generally. That sure was fun! She was sure that he probably had a notebook by now, of all the comebacks that she’d used against him, so that he could learn them, and re-use them on someone when he needed a good comeback. Although she knew he’d never admit to doing that, but she knew some of her comeback’s that she’d used on him were kick ass, and worth remembering too.
Annie, to be honest, wasn't a slut, and anyone who really knew Annie would know that. And no matter how many times people called her names like slut or whatever, she basically laughed at them. They didn't know her, so who were they to judge who she was? They were no one to judge her, and she was sure that if anyone was a slut, it was probably the ones calling her it anyway! Okay, so she may dress as she wants, and be as loud as she wants, and so what if she had more guy friends than girls. It wasn't her fault that she found it easier to get on with them! And so what if she enjoyed the occasional flirt with guys? Was that such a crime? No! She wasn't a slut, she was a tease, and there was a huge difference. For example, sluts show themselves off and then jump into bed with whatever boy that they could find, whilst Annie, she was different. Annie flirted, she talked, she laughed with them, and she even managed to mess with their heads. Like with Trevor, she'd get close, and then when they thought that they had a chance of sleeping with her, she'd walk away, because she wasn't someone who'd sleep around.
Annie didn’t need a guy to make her happy, contrary to popular belief. In fact, Annie was much happier being single, as it meant that she didn’t have to worry about her boyfriend, and it also meant that she could flirt with whoever she wanted, without having to worry if her boyfriend took it the wrong way. No, being single meant being free, and Annie could deal with that. All in all, she knew it could be worse, as she’d heard of the arranged marriages of Joshua Dalton, Jaslene Malfoy and Bethany Dalton. She’d even heard a rumour that it was Josh and Jas that were engaged, although she didn’t know how true that was. Yes, she liked freedom, and she wasn’t going to give up her freedom or happiness to have sex and call some guy her boyfriend. Friends were more important anyway, and she was happy concentrating on that aspect of her life. All she wanted to do was hang out, have a laugh, and experience some more no strings attached kissing, because that was fun. She sat down on the wall in the courtyard, deciding that she’d stay out there for a moment, and enjoy the fresh breeze. She could see the sun beginning to set, and it coloured the sky a pretty pink colour, although she knew that it would go down slowly, as in the current month, the sun always set later than usual. As she drifted off into her thoughts, she made out the form of a shadow on the ground, and looked up to see who she had for company.
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Post by maxineweasley on May 27, 2010 0:31:36 GMT
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Time for a jog! Maxi was up in the girl's room getting ready to go out for a jog. Unlike some people, particularly girls, she actually enjoyed a little physical activity. Heck, sometimes she would even play sports for fun. Not that she was into them too much. She was just raised with two brothers, so she was raised around sports. Lucky for her, she kept her girly ways. She's seen many girls grow up with only brothers, and they turned out to be tomboys. She didn't frown upon tomboys, she was just glad she didn't turn out to be one. She enjoyed dressing up, even when it wasn't mandatory to.
Of course, right now she wasn't going to be dressed up. She had just gotten herself dressed to go out and run. It was something she liked to do, just to have time to herself. Running was one thing she felt helped when you needed to get something off your chest. So many things had been occurring at this point in her life. Some not as bad as the others. The more recent topics were Chris’ breakup with Annie. Even though he didn’t like to show it, she knew he was upset. She truly believed that he loved her. Maxi was not one to hold grudges, but when you hurt her family, she didn’t take it too kindly. Therefore, she despised the Gryffindor and it sucked to have to share the same house as the girl who had hurt him.
There was also the time she had a run in with a drunk man. He didn’t get far thanks to Coal Kendall, but it still happened, and she was still traumatized by it, though she tried not to show it. And the last thing that has happened recently was one of those things that weren’t really that bad, but she had to play her cards right. She had met one of the Dalton’s. Arthur Dalton to be exact, and she was probably not supposed to like him, but he was quite nice in her opinion. It just made her wonder how her father and brother would act.
So, when she was ready to leave, she walked out of the room and down the stairs into the common room and then out the door to make her way outside. She started out light, not wanting to tire fast and then gradually got faster. As she got further into the courtyard she finally took a glimpse of the sky. The colors were beautiful as they mixed together and the sun began to set. In her opinion, she thought it was better to run either early in the morning or later at night because the temperature was cooler. It wasn’t long before she found herself in the courtyard of the school. It also didn’t take long for her to notice someone walking in her direction. The person, which looked to be a girl, was probably on her way into the school.
Coming closer to the girl, her face twisted itself into a disgusted look. “Oh hell,” She grumbled, “Just my luck to come across the likes of you.” Even though it doesn’t seem like it now, Maxi was actually quite respectful, but she did not like this girl at all. Actually, there were times she thought about doing stuff just to piss her off, but in the end she decided it wasn’t the best thing to do. She was better than that.
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Post by annie louise carter on May 27, 2010 20:51:18 GMT
Annie's eyes glanced up and took in the disgruntled face of one Maxine Weasley. Was it Maxine? She wasn't sure, she didn't care either, because by the look on her face, Annie could tell that she was in for, once again, a nice supply of Annie bashing, and this time she wasn't going to sit there and take all that shit. Why should she? Why should anyone have the right to tell her what she had to do with her life? Why should she date someone who so clearly cheated on her, and apologise and act like she was in the wrong? No, she wasn't going to do it, and she was just going to stand up for herself. You see, that was hard to do when faced with your lying, cheating, ex boyfriend who you still, very probably, loved. But when it was the sister of your lying, cheating, ex boyfriend who you still, very probably loved, well that was another matter. Who the hell did they think they were, to have the right to yell at her when she was the one who'd been hurt?
It was pathetic that he even had his sister standing up for him. Especially when his sister was in fourth year, and two years younger than both Annie and Chris. Annie wasn't the kind to hold grudges, but when you hurt her, her family, or her friends, well hot damn if she wasn't going to have a bloody great yell at you! And if you hurt someone that she loved, well you deserved it. but she didn't deserve all the yelling and constant calling of 'whore' that Chris had repeatedly used on her. She'd been used to that from other people, but not from him, when he said it, it hurt! And he'd even broken his promise by saying that, because what seemed to be years ago on the Quidditch pitch, he'd said that if he ever heard anyone calling her that, he'd kick their ass. Seems like he was an exception to that! Annie was glad, she didn't want him to be hurt, even though she knew that he deserved it for breaking her heart, and abusing her trust. Merlin knew when her trust issues would allow her to trust someone again, but she doubted that it would be anytime soon!
Annie rolled her eyes, and shoved her hands into her pockets, counting down until Maxi started on her. It took all of ten seconds before her bitter tones and dreadful voice filled Annie's ears. "Oh, I'm sorry, did you want something? Because I'm kinda busy right now, not giving a shit"
[/color] She said with a false helpful tone, rolling her eyes again. She was going to come out of this fighting, because if someone was going to accuse her and bitch about her, then Annie was sure as hell going to fight back. She had the right to defend herself after all. And besides, the only person who could tell her what to do with her life was herself, and she was working on getting over Chris right now. "Your Mary, right? Tell Chris to do me a solid and stop his little sister from coming to his rescue, because it's not attractive, and it'll limit the chances of him getting a date, even with the girl he was sucking face with behind my back."[/color] She slipped in, before Maxi could say something else, and deliberately getting the girls name wrong, just to annoy the hell of her. Well, she'd go in all guns blazing and come out the other end with left over ammo, and a big grin on her face, because she was done crying, and she was done letting people walk over her. She was thankful in this moment for all those days of bitching at Trevor, and all the quick and witty replies that they'd both come up with to shoot back at each other. She was now well practiced in defending herself using words whilst also attacking her opponent at the same time. Bloody fantastical! She'd even been able to practice the face that seemed like nothing could hurt her, even though every word would probably cut deeper than any knife or spell could. Though Annie would never admit that to anyone, because she was keeping her guard up and acting like she was invincible, because one day, nothing would be able to hurt her. And besides, she didn't deserve any insults that Maxi came up with, even though the most overused one would probably be many variations of the word 'whore'. Such as slut, for example, but from Maxi, who Annie didn't really care about, it wouldn't hurt a bit. In fact, it would probably hurt just about the same as every other random girl who was jealous of how well Annie got on with guys. Because Annie tended to get on with guys better than she did with girls because they were always so more laid back and comfortable with each other. Guys didn't tend to bitch much about people who weren't there, they apparently saved that for conversations between two people, when they got dead bored. They also tended to just joke around with insults, and have a great laugh. They'd even make a fool of themselves more than the girls that Annie knew would, and Annie was tidy with that because she could easily go crazy mad and fit in well with doing random things. Like the time when she'd tango'd around a field, laughing the whole time, to no music at all, whilst another couple of people walked their dogs and stared. Or even the time when she'd gone to the muggle cinema and done the jazz hands and jazz stepping thing up the steps toward the cinema door. Ohh, or even walking up the down escalator, much to the amusement of all her friends and a random guy stood at the bottom, laughing with them. All great times, and all before she'd met Chris, so she could have good fun again![/size][/blockquote][/justify] 
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 7, 2010 23:48:53 GMT
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Annie Carter. The girl who broke her brothers heart. Maxi had never hated anyone so much. Actually, she didn't have any enemies except for the people who hated her just because she was a Weasley, but she hasn't met many of those people. But, Annie was different. She was in the same house as Maxi, and as far as she knew, she never hated the Weasleys, so she had no reason to hate her because of those subjects. No, she hated her because of what she did to her brother.
Maxi was very close to her brother and she considered him one of her best friends. If anyone were to hurt him, she would be pissed. This girl, standing right in front of her, was one of those people. She had broken up with Chris, and honestly, for a stupid reason. Chris would never admit it, but she could see the hurt in his eyes every time she spoke Annie's name. She knew that Annie was usually on his mind. She never saw him get close to any girl before. Most of his girlfriends meant nothing to him, but this one did and she ruined it.
Maxi crossed her arms over her chest when the girl rolled her eyes. "Here it comes," She thought, refering to the redheads attitude. And no doubt, the first thing Annie said to her proved her thought. What a bitch! Was the first thing that entered her mind, but she didn't say it out loud. True, Maxi could have been more, calm in the situation, but she had the right to be the way she was. This redhead had no reason. She should just admit that she was wrong. It might ease things, even though she would still hate her.
"The name is Maxine. If you're going to call me by name, get it right please," She knew that Annie was probably just messing with her, but she still let the comment come out of her lips, "And FYI, my brother didn't send me, and he doesn't even know that I seriously have a problem with you. This is all my decision and even if he told me to stop, I wouldn't listen because you hurt him and he didn't deserve it." She let out a loud huff after she finished snarling at the girl.
Maxi couldn't believe she would actually accuse her brother of pushing her onto Annie. He wouldn't do that, because he was strong and handled things himself. Well, most of the time anyways. Point being, he would never send his little sister to do his dirty work.
When Carter accused her brother of cheating she scoffed and then chuckled at the girls mad theories. "Right," She said, shaking her head in disbelief, "You are obviously delusional. Chris wouldn't have done that. He cared about you, and if you don't believe that... Well, you're dumber than you look." She was now curious about how she came up with that theory. She knew for a fact her brother wouldn't have cheated on Annie. She would've known if he did. "How did that come across your ears anyways?" She asked, planning to get it out of her no matter what.
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notes: Sorry, I'm not very good with really long posts DX... and it's okay if she acts like a bitch, Maxi can handle it lol
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Post by annie louise carter on Jun 8, 2010 12:52:25 GMT
Annie really wasn't in the mood for this. She was having a good day, one where she was slightly going back to her normal, loud and bubbly self, when this girl had walked up into her business and ruined it. Couldn't people let the past go, and move on? There was always a tomorrow, and Annie didn't see why Chris couldn't just look to the future and see what was ahead of him, because he was a good looking, funny, smart guy who could get any girl that he wanted, so why did he want her? Why did he care so much about her? And if he really cared, then how the hell had he managed to cheat on her whilst not thinking about the consequences on her emotions and feelings if she ever found out about it? That was selfish, and she couldn't do that, as she'd have a guilty conscience afterward, and probably during too. And for that matter, how was either of them meant to move on and live without each other if this all kept getting dragged back up, causing more pain and awful memories to come back to the both of them. No, she wasn't even about to think about it again, because chances were that she'd start to cry, and doing that in front of his sister wasn't something she wanted. Although it could earn her brownie points for being upset.
Annie cast her eyes down at the floor as she spoke. "Whatever, Chris didn't tell me much about his family, okay, so I'm sorry that I've not memorized his family tree"
[/color] She murmured, shaking her head. Wow, that had seemed to annoy her. Perfect! "And why do you have a problem with me? Did I hurt you? no. No, you have a problem with me because I was the one who got hurt beyond recognition, and he was the one that got all the sympathy. I loved him! I wanted to be with him, and he threw that away so don't blame me for the stupid mistakes that he did. It's in the past, and no doubt we've both moved on"[/color] Annie responded, looking away again as their was tears in the corner of her eyes, threatening to fall. She blinked them away, hoping that they'd gone. Yes, Annie Carter did care about Chris, and it was painful talking about him, alright? Annie Carter did feel emotion, she wasn't some Dalek with a thick metal shell that protected her from pain. People just didn't seem to get that though. "If anyone is delusional, Maddy, it's you, thinking that he really loved me, but I was in on that illusion too, until now."[/color] Annie returned, purposely mistaking the name again, to piss this chick off even more. She deserved it for marching up to Annie and making her feel every word he'd said in the tower again. It hurt. "I am not dumb, thanks, in fact my grades are higher than someone can fly on a broom because I'm smarter than I make out. And I heard it from two people, one being my best friend, and another who I believe was telling the truth because of the look on their face. It's hard to lie to me. And as for the truth, if you want it, I cried for weeks after we broke up, randomly too, like in the middle of a lesson once and everything because I missed him. Then I offered your brother a chance to be with me again because I do care for him, and he turned it down. Whatever, I'm beyond caring anymore, all I want is to be happy"[/color] Annie finished, taking a breath and not realising for a moment how long her little speech had seemed.[/size][/blockquote][/justify] hanging with MAXI
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 14, 2010 0:02:22 GMT
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
This really wasn‘t keeping her mood up. Her day had been going great, and now, it was getting pretty bad. This girl didn‘t have a care in the world, and she obviously didn‘t think she did anything wrong. That‘s what really pissed Maxi off, besides the fact she had hurt her brother. She wanted to prove to Annie that she was wrong. She wanted to tell her off, like she had never done to anyone before. But something was holding her back. Of course she hated her, but it just wasn‘t Maxi to throw a bunch of cuss words around. Sure she said them a couple of times, but other than that, it wasn‘t a habit of hers, and she tried to keep it that way. Maybe it was the fact that she didn‘t have it in her, or maybe there was the problem that she had no proof that Chris didn’t cheat and Annie was wrong. It was her word against Annie’s friends and she sure as hell wasn’t going to randomly believe some girl she barely knew, even if it was her ex-boyfriends sister. Again, Annie didn’t care. But, there had to be someway to convince her, and she was going to try, no matter what.
Maxi ignored the family tree comment and decided to speak against her speech about how hurt she was. "Yes, I have a problem with you because you hurt him. We stick together as a family and when you hurt one you hurt all. You talk about loving him, but if you really did you wouldn’t have left him. And obviously you haven’t moved on if you’re still bitter about the subject!" She backed up a bit, just to feel like there was more distance in between her and her new found enemy. "He hasn’t moved on either. I can tell, because I have to look into his eyes and see him try not to show the emotion he still feels for you. To me, he it would be better for him to move on, but to him, he’s not ready." Annie was not going to win this fight, no matter what the cost. Her brother deserved what little justice she could get from the girl. Of course she wasn’t going to beat the apologies out of her, that just wasn’t done, but she was going to find away to make her feel guilty without lying. "And you were not fooled at all by my brother," She started up again, ignoring her mistake with her name again, "He did love you. I know he did. I could tell by the way he acted around you. He never cared for any of his girlfriends before you, but you changed him. You made him love someone, and you threw it all away, not him."
She deserved everything Maxi had to say to her. None of this would be happening to her if she hadn‘t have been so stupid about the whole situation. "I really don‘t care about how smart you are academic wise Carter. As for your friends, they must have been blind or they are lying to you. And I just don‘t see why you would let your friends convince you that the one you claim to love would cheat on you. You never even gave him a chance. You just believed every word out of there conniving mouths. Did you even consider the fact that they could be mistaken? No. Probably not. That’s what I’m talking about. That’s what makes you so stupid." She took in a long breath and then let it out, trying to calm down just a bit. She didn’t want to go over board, even though she was trying to prove a point. "Look Annie, I used to think you and Chris were right for each other. He was happy when he was with you, and I had never seen him so into someone. He was going to stay with you. I know for a fact, he wouldn’t have hurt you. He cared too much. I can say that honestly, without even worrying about lying, because I wouldn’t lie to cover my brothers butt if he was in the wrong in a situation like this. I’m sorry you cried and felt like it was all his fault, and obviously your friends are more at fault, but you are still to blame for believing them. I can swear on my parents graves that he didn’t do it." Maxi was calmer now and as she grew calmer her voice grew softer. She started to feel like it was better to keep things calm, instead of yelling the whole time. Maybe it would make this conversation go by a lot smoother. At least she hoped so.
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Post by annie louise carter on Jun 14, 2010 20:07:00 GMT
Annie couldn't believe that she'd been promised such a good day, only to have that idea ripped up in front of her. Like, some paper that had been torn up into confetti. It was painful to see her lose her happy mood like that, but she had to deal with it, it was bound to happen. Whenever she was having a good day, something would go wrong and she'd end up in tears or angry or something. It was like Karma or something, but you only got Karma if you deserved it, and she was pretty sure that she didn't deserve it. Annie was trying to not only keep her temper in check, but stop herself from crying too, because she seriously had been bursting out crying randomly a lot recently. She thought it had something to do with Chris and that was probably right, because the words of their last meeting kept resounding in her head like echo's cutting deeper and deeper each time she heard them, and it was killing her inside. You see, when someone else called her whore, it meant nothing to Annie, but when Chris had done it, because he meant so much to her it had hurt like a bitch, and she hated that. She hated that he could still hurt her even after all the shit she'd been through. It was like there was still love for him in her, so she couldn't bear to hate him, but her pride would take a hit if she didn't hate him, and she needed her pride to function.
Annie rolled her eyes as she started to talk about family, but she couldn't help but wish that she had family to turn to. Annie was an only child, and she would have given anything for an older brother, or a sister or someone that she could turn to and just cry for ages at, whilst they comforted her. But her parents hadn't given her that luxury. "Great, so I managed to hurt all the Weasley's in one go? Do you know how many there are? I must have like, broken a record or something!"
[/color] Annie returned, keeping her tone calm and even. When she started to talk about Chris still caring, this was about all that she could handle. She cast her eyes down as she started to silently cry. Annie raised her hands to her eyes and wiped away all the tears from them, before looking back up, even though her eyes were bound to be red now. great. "well that's not what I heard. I heard that he had his eyes on some Sytherin bird. Ew. he can do better than her. and No, your observant, I haven't gotten over him because i love him. I still love him. fat lot of good it's doing me though isn't it? He told me to move on and that he never wanted me back what the hell was I supposed to say to that?"[/color] Annie ranted, angry that she was willing to give him her virginity, and he was moving on to give his up to some Sytherin whore that had caught his attention. Please, she didn't think he'd ever be that unthinking. If he had sex with her, he'd be stupider than she thought. "I believed them because they were my friends, and they weren't lying. They said that was what they saw, and that was what they saw."[/color] She said, shaking her head and trying to keep her voice even and calm. She didn't want to be shouting all the time, she didn't want to lose her voice, not now. she relied on her voice too much so that if she lost it then she'd be lost without it, because she used it for everything, as you do. Annie was shocked by her sudden change in voice. it sounded calmer and stuff now, which was a nice and confusing change. "I didn't think he would hate me. but there were two people who don't know each other and they told me that he cheated. Can you explain that? I thought I'd spend forever with him, and I know that's naive and whatever, but I did, and when I heard about him supposedly cheating, my idea of forever crashed right around me. I was left to pick up the pieces. I love him and he doesn't care"[/color] She murmured, having no idea why she was being honest with this girl. She just needed someone that she could talk to. Someone who would at least pretend to listen, or pretend to care. She needed a friend, and there were none around. Annie started to cry again, unable to stop herself. Usually her control was good, but she'd been thrown off her game and caught off guard, and now she was back to square one on the crying control. none. [/size][/blockquote][/justify] hanging with MAXI
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 17, 2010 4:12:11 GMT
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Maxi didn‘t understand what was going on right now. She hated this girl, completely. Didn‘t she? But, she felt slightly sympathetic for her. Was it normal to hate someone, but feel sorry for them too? This girl had hurt her brother, but it was starting to become clear to her that maybe Annie could be hurt too. It was so confusing. She didn‘t know who was in the wrong right now. She knew that her brother didn‘t cheat on her, at all, but she didn‘t know Annie enough to know what she was going through. Annie honestly believed that Chris would hurt her, and when her friends told her that he cheated, she believed them. Maxi knew that Chris loved Annie, he didn‘t have to say anything. She could see the way he looked at her, and when he talked about her, it was like there was no other girl for him, but that changed quickly when Annie‘s friends told her that he was all over this other girl.
Her eyebrows furrowed as Annie talked about the Weasley‘s. She was being sarcastic and Maxi didn‘t appreciate it. “Please, Annie, do not be so sarcastic.” She said, a small hint of annoyance in her voice. She was trying to be nice, and she needed to keep it that way. If she blew this out of proportion then she would have problems. At first, she was angry and she wanted to yell, but now she just wanted to talk. She didn‘t know why, but she felt it might solve a lot of issues. She watched as she downcast her eyes, which made it obvious that Annie was getting upset.
When she looked back up, Maxi could see the redness in her eyes. Maybe she wasn‘t lying and she ws telling the truth when she told her that she still loved her brother. She hadn’t heard anything about this Slytherin girl, but whoever it was, she didn’t matter. Chris was back to his old self again. Well, not fully, but pretty much. He was flirting and doing things he shouldn‘t, but that was not a problem of hers. What he did was his problem, no matter how disgusting it was. Sometimes she would reprimand him, but it didn‘t do any good.
Taking a deep breath and letting it out, she took Annie by the wrist and pulled her over to a bench to sit down. “Annie, I don‘t know what my brother is doing, I promise. I don‘t pay attention to who he‘s attracted to and what not. I don‘t know about any of his girls unless he dates them, or he tells me about them.” She told her, her voice now fully calm and sincere. “I know you don‘t like the idea, but maybe it is time to try and move on. Maybe Chris isn‘t the one. He‘s trying to move on, in an odd way, but he is. Maybe it would be best for you to move on too.” She could tell that Annie was angry. She was ready to get it all out. Maxi understood that. She had never loved someone or had a boyfriend, but she knew how it felt to want to get something off her chest. After all, she was almost raped, and that was not something you could just bottle up.
Maxi was not going to let her keep accusing her brother, but she was through with arguing about the subject. She was going to try and get Annie to see it her way, but maybe that wasn’t the best thing to do right now. Before, she was angry and she wanted to take it all out on Annie. She hated Annie, and she still disliked her, but she was starting to see that it didn‘t just affect Chris drastically, but Annie too. She could tell she wasn‘t faking, just by the way she acted and something inside of her was telling her that maybe she should help, instead of sit there and constantly yell at her. It was no use anymore.
She didn‘t really know what to say to her anymore about her friends. Maybe her friends saw something and thought something different. They could‘ve mistaken it for more than it was. She was still sticking her logic that Chris did not cheat. But, maybe they misinterpreted a friendly hug for a hug that meant more. Then it hit her. Annie was falling apart, and it was obvious that a lot of people didn‘t like her right now. There were rumors flying everywhere about her and rumors was one of the things that Maxi hated the most. They ruined peoples lives, and a rumor was what ruined the relationship between Chris and Annie. Annie didn‘t need Chris, she needed to move on, she needed closure.
She didn‘t know how Annie would take it, but right now she didn‘t care. They didn‘t much like each other anyways. Maxi leaned over and hugged Annie. She knew that when she was upset she liked when her friends or family hugged her. It helped a lot and it usually comforted her, so she felt like maybe it would help Annie if she had someone hug her in a weird, friend-like way. It felt odd to hug her seeing as she didn‘t like her and they had just been fighting. Then there was the fact that she was Chris‘ ex, but maybe she just needed a friend. Maybe she needed someone to seem like they were there for her when she was upset. As of right now, Maxi couldn‘t guarantee she would be there for Annie always like a friend would, but maybe she could be more like a friend than an enemy, just for right now.
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Post by annie louise carter on Jun 17, 2010 14:29:48 GMT
Annie couldn't believe that for one she'd let herself get into such a stupid and unbelievable situation. She'd promised that after El had ended it, that she'd never let another guy treat her like he had. She'd never let another boy in until she knew she could trust him. And she didn't mean in as in, to see who she was, or in as in, in her apartment. She'd let Chris see both of those things. She meant 'in' as in close to her, close enough for her to care about him, and close enough for her to get hurt. But here she was with Chris, and she'd not realised that she had let him in until she couldn't stop thinking about him. It was painful, not being in control of herself and her feelings, because without being able to keep herself in check, she'd like totally messed up and fallen for this guy who had killed her heart or something. Which was bad, because the heart was kind of a vital organ in the human body, and also sort of a necessity to live. of course he didn't kill her actual heart, but he did hurt her heart metaphorically, and that had nearly killed her. The crying was bad enough, as it was uncontrollable and it was like each tearful sob was being torn painfully from your body. wow, that was deep. since when did she get so deep? Sarcastic and witty, yes. deep and meaningful, no. "Sorry. it's kind of my way of deflecting, okay? I am sarcastic. everything about me is sarcastic. I have this insatiable urge to reply to every comment with something sarcastic, and that's for everyone, including you and Schumacher."
[/color] Annie replied unthinkingly. why did she bring him up? Really? The answer was of course that he was always on her mind at the moment because that kiss in the sweet shop had pacified any pain for a few hours at least, and now, like some sort of addict, she wanted to go back and get rid of anything she felt for Chris again. She wondered if each kiss with someone else would slowly drain the feelings that she had for Chris. She hoped it would, and if she knew it would she'd like, jump Trevor or something just to get rid of the painful things. Annie was calming herself down now, taking deeper and deeper breaths, as she didn't want to have a little breakdown in front of her. Not if she was going to go back to Chris and tell him so that they could be all heartless and laugh at it. She wasn't good with being emotional in front of people, and she didn't do it often. the first time she'd cried in public was when she'd gotten the news of her grandmother dying. that had nearly killed her too. She'd been worse then than she was now, and had to like, miss some school and everything. that hurt her so much. She just wanted to lock herself in her room and avoid the truth, that her beloved grandmother who had raised her was dead, and there was nothing she could do about it. Annie let Maxi lead her to a bench, unable to think at the moment because her head was messed up. She sat down stiffly on the bench, thinking that more insults were on it's way. "you shouldn't have to, your not his carer."[/color] She remarked, knowing though that if she had a brother she'd keep an eye on what he was doing because she'd be just as protective over him as he would be to her. She wished that her parents had another child sometimes, but she knew that they were happy as they were for the moment, and as long as they were happy, she was happy. "I've tried. And you know the closest I've gotten to feeling alive since it ended? Trevor Schumacher kissed me in Honeydukes, and it was the first time that I'd felt anything for someone else. I'm not saying I love Schumacher, hell no. But I wanted him. and that was something at least. But as soon as he was gone, the feelings for Chris were still there."[/color] She explained feeling helpless and weak. why did she have to love him? Why? it wasn't like she couldn't have been with him if she just liked him a lot. but she had to love him, didn't she? Because Annie Carter had a terrible habit of doing things that weren't good for her. Annie missed Chris, but she wanted nothing more right now than to get over him and move on, so that she could be her bubbly, smiling self again. She knew she was slowly on her way to losing feelings for him, but it was so slow, and she was hurting. that hurt even more, that she didn't know what she could do to get over him. She hated not knowing something important like that, it bugged her. At least Maxi wasn't yelling or insulting her or something, and that was good because she couldn't take anymore shouting or crap. If Maxi started to shout she'd walk away and find a place Maxi wouldn't look for her, so that she could cool down and cry in peace. get it all out of her system. again. She had no friends she trusted enough to go to, as it did take a lot for them to earn her trust. She was all about good faith, and would let someone into her apartment because of that, but trust was a whole other barrel of monkeys. Annie was kind of surprised when she felt Maxi lean over and hug her, and her first reaction was to be all 'what the hell?', but then she over-rode that action and wrappped her arms back around Maxi, hugging her bag. Wow, this was odd considering they were just at each others throats. but it seemed that Maxi knew that she needed someone, and fair play, she was there for Annie, at least for now. She let her go and wiped her eyes, laughing at how silly she was being. why was she crying over spilt milk? Her nanna wouldn't like it, she'd be upset that Annie wasn't out there, thankful for the opportunities of the past, and looking for new ones for the future. She wasn't completely over Chris, no, but it did feel that she'd took another bound toward that destination, and that was good enough for her. "Thanks. I'm an idiot. Sorry about everything I said."[/color] Annie returned, swallowing her pride for a moment to apologise. Maxi was a good person, or at least good enough to help her enemy when she needed it most, so she didn't deserve to hear all that crap. Annie pushed her hand into her pocket and pulled out a small bag of pepper imps, and offered them to Maxi. they'd only been put in there as Annie was leaving the common room, just incase she got the craving for one. She popped one into her mouth as the peppermint flavour graced her tongue, and reminded her of Trevor's toothpaste. [/size][/blockquote][/justify] hanging with MAXI
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 26, 2010 20:15:35 GMT
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Maxi just listened to Annie talk about Trevor. He was kind of a player, but at the same time, he was okay. He could be nice at times. “Wow, that’s interesting.” She said plainly, watching her facial features to see if she was giving off any hints of liking him, but she even said herself she didn’t. Well, she admitted to not loving him, but maybe she had small feelings for him. “The feelings for Christopher will probably go away soon. Don’t you think? I mean, you guys don’t even hang out anymore.” Maxi has had crushes before, but never had she felt love, and her crushes would go away after awhile. Like, when she found out the guy didn’t like her, and probably would never like her. Relationships could be so confusing.
She felt Annie‘s arms wrap around her after she had hugged her. She wondered what she was thinking. It was probably just as weird for Annie as it was for Maxi, when she started to act more like a friend then an enemy. But, the thing was, what was the point? And now she was thinking, what would she get out of it? If she just pushed her around and yelled at her for something she did to her brother, where would that get her? Truthfully, she didn‘t understand the whole situation. She knew that her brother didn‘t cheat, and she knew that Annie‘s friends told her he did. She didn‘t know what exactly her friends saw. She was hoping it was all a mistake. She figured the two wouldn‘t get back together, but maybe if they tried hard enough, they could try to be friends. It would probably make things so much easier.
When Annie let go, so did she. She gave her a small smile, that grew slightly at the apology. “You‘re welcome.” She said, letting out a small sigh. She figured that the feud was probably over now. Sure, they weren‘t friends, but nothing was stopping them from talking instead of yelling and insulting. Maxi hated having disputes. Sometimes she hated it even when she didn‘t like the other person. It basically got the best of her earlier, that‘s all. She wouldn‘t have yelled if she wasn‘t so emotional about the subject. She felt completely bad for her brother. He was hurt over her, even though now he was trying to hide it. Then there was that Slytherin girl apparently. He didn‘t need to get himself into anymore messes. She wished he would just find someone and settle, at least for a while. Running around like he used to was not the way to live your life, even if he was only a teenager. She could understand having more than one girlfriend, but the way he used to act was not necessary. He used to run around like crazy, girl after girl. He wasn‘t the best person to them either. Annie had changed him in that aspect, and hopefully he would stay that way, because he didn‘t need to become a jerk once again.
“I‘m sorry too. I just got worked up about the whole thing.” She told the redhead as she looked down at her lap. “I shouldn‘t have yelled at you.” Maybe Annie wasn‘t so bad. She seemed like an okay person once she calmed down. It probably took a lot for her to apologize too. She didn‘t seem like type to apologize first, but Maxi was wrong. She looked up in time to see her pulling something out of her pocket. It was pepper imps. Those were delicious. When she offered some to her, she took a couple and popped them in her mouth. The peppermint was cooling on her tongue. “Mmm,” She hummed, as she put her hands on her lap. “Thank you. They‘re delicious.” She was glad that they were getting along now. It took away a lot of tension. Her day was already seeming to turn back around again.
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Post by annie louise carter on Jun 27, 2010 8:55:24 GMT
"yeah, sarcasm is like, my defence mechanism. someone says something to hurt me, like for instance, 'oh, carter, your such a whore', and my answer would immediately be 'oh yeah, definitely! i mean, why would i not be?' in a very sarcastic tone, and then i'd probably extend that with some insult about himself knowing that because he visited me often enough or something"
[/color] annie explained with a shrug, obviously initiating the sarcasm for the example comment, which was incidentally something that she heard a lot. she didn't know why, she'd never expressed any desire to sell her body, let alone had sex at all, so she didn't get their reasoning. their idea came from, more than likely, the way that she got on with guys better than girls, and the clothes that she wore, as they were quite random, and some of them could be classed as revealing, but they really weren't. she was sure that the rumour was probably made up by some girls, who were jealous of her ability to be so awesome around guys. "that's because neither of us can stand to be in the same room as each other. the only time i even felt some sort of release from him was when...well..it's a long story. yeah"[/color] she said with a shrug, guessing that maybe she shouldn't tell maxi about kissing trevor unless she flipped out again. it wasn't like she could say anything though, as chris had gone off with that zak girl. annie couldn't help but be slightly mad and jealous about that. but technically she had kissed trevor first, so she felt slightly better. besides, trevor was probably a better kisser than the both zak and chris combined. his lips moved in a way that chris' had never done. his skilful tongue knew exactly where to go to make her practically melt like ice cream, and his hands running through her hair. oh good good that was fantastic. and then there was his muscular and aroused body pressing close to her. she was going to stop remembering this now, because otherwise it could lead to some compromising things being said about him. she had some sort of out of it look on her face for a moment whilst remembering the kiss in amazing detail. curse her memory of it, that had to be the one thing she remembered fantastically. she snapped her concentration back to maxi before she even thought about what she was kind of dancing around. she wanted him. and she didn't want to accept that fact at all. "it's okay, i understand. he's your brother. if i was in your position i probably would do the same"[/color] annie admitted with a sigh, although she didn't have a brother to look after. annie's parents had never had another kid after annie. she didn't know why, but it was a choice, she was sure, because she'd not been told about any inability to have any more. she just thought that they were happy with her. now that she had her apartment in hogsmeade, for holidays she could go there and they were free to travel, but a baby would be tying them down again, and they probably didn't want that. "talking is better than yelling. but if anyone asks, i never said that. i have a certain reputation as an angry red head."[/color] annie joked with a laugh, taking a pepper imp herself and popping it on her tongue. the flavour filled her mouth and it did remind her of trevor's toothpaste, filling her mouth again, and the memories re-filled her mind. ew. no. she thought of what else they reminded her of. her grandfather always used to eat pepper imps. she didn't remember much of him, just a few things, but that was one of them. he'd buy a jar of them and keep it by his chair, so when she came over, he'd always sneak her a few sweets, and she'd try and eat them stealthily, like some sort of ninja, because her mom always said that she wasn't allowed sweets before dinner, or too much sweets or something. that was one of the few memories of him. "they are. they remind me of toothpaste"[/color] she said with a laugh, before realising that over her grandfather's memory, she'd chosen to say toothpaste. at least she'd not mentioned who's toothpaste, that was good. [/size][/blockquote][/justify] hanging with MAXI
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