[C] NOTHING TO LOSE [chris]

[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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Annie was hurt. Not as in physically, but emotionally. And the sick thing was that even now, she wanted Chris there to tell her that everything was alright. This past week, Annie had worked herself silly, and kept herself doing things, because she refused to mourn the end of the relationship that had been shared by her and Christopher Weasley. But the thing was, that Annie missed him, even though not only did he cheat on her, but he made her trust him first, so it made the whole thing even worse. In truth, Annie just wanted to move on, so that she could stop thinking about him. She’d never take him back, because she’d never be able to trust him again after this, but maybe one day she’d be able to at least sit in the same room with him, and not want to kill him. She may also be able to talk to him decently one day too, but that day was way in the future, like way way way in the future, because at the moment, she didn’t think that she’d be able to handle talking to him without witty and mean retorts that would make her feel better at first, but lead to her feeling bad later, and she disliked feeling bad. Even though he should really be feeling bad because of what he’d done. She just couldn’t believe that he’d cheated on her! Okay, so she’d sort of expected him to end it or something because he liked flirting with others so much, but she’d not been prepared for him cheating. And to think that she was actually thinking of sleeping with him!

Annie trudged her way up the steps and pushed open a random door. She was in some odd tower, she wasn’t sure which, but as long as it was empty, she frankly couldn’t care less. She was not only exhausted, as she’d just spent the last three hours solid training alone, but she was also exhausted physically. She’d suppressed tears for too long. Annie slid her back down a wall and dropped her head into her hands, her frame shaking, but she was making no sound. Silent tears were at least, easy to deny in the long run, as there was no sound, although the shaking probably gave it away. It wasn’t as if she could even say she was cold, as the weather was as warm as ever. It was not even a month from her birthday, and she didn’t even have Chris’ company to look forward to on it. She was actually looking forward to having a birthday at which she had a boyfriend too. At least they’d made it through valentines day, because she hated being the only single person out of her friends. Annie heard footsteps and let out a sigh. Without raising her head, she addressed the random person. ”I don’t know who you are, and I don’t care, but I suggest that you walk away and forget that you saw me, got it?”

[/color] She asked, using her hands to hide her face, although anyone would be able to recognise her hair.[/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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Chris had already sobbed, well as much as a guy could without loosing his manliness, sure nobody had seen him but after his little outburst on his own he got very angry, like seriously angry he went around the room punching things he just didn't understand what had happend one minute he was having a great time and was even thinking that maybe annie was 'the one' which now he realised was a load of rubbish as he had went to see her one day and she had dumped him. Without reason or warning and now he found out that she was possibly over him, he heard a rumor going around she had kissed Trevor or something, he wasnt paying much attention to the Trevor bit as he knew she didnt like him and just didnt believe that bit he mainly hated the fact she had just dumped him and moved on so fast.

He was wondering around Hogwarts, people jumping out of his way as if they didnt he would walk straight into them and knock them over without caring, he had given up caring on what people thought about him, he didnt see the point. He was pretty much terrorising people without trying or caring when he noticed annie from afar, for a moment he forgot himself and stood there gazing at her then like a red flash he remembered it all and clenched his fists, he wasnt going to hit her or anything he just wanted to confront her. Storming over in rage he actually began to weave through people to try and catch up as if he bumped into them he could be there all day.

Eventually he caught up and she was shivering to herself in some corner shes gone bloody insane he thought to himself which actually brought a smile to his face then it faded into his frown again. Then she said something that he just had to reply "Oh i so wish i could have never seen you" Chris said crossing his arms and leaning against the wall watching her. How much he wanted to just go back to being old Chris who didnt give a damn was ridiculous but it wasnt going to happen, a part of him was.. broken. He needed to fix it before he could continue his life as normal.

and ripped them away.

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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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Annie was not in any sort of position to be talking to anyone at the moment, although it was probably something to do with the fact that she was exhausted, questioning her beliefs, and crying all at the same time. See, before, Annie was sure at least that two people could stay together forever without falling out of love, or wanting to kill each other, but now she wasn't so sure. And if that wasn't the truth, then it meant that her parents could end up divorcing, and that she'd never actually find that one person who made her happy, and would end up switching every few years because basically, love couldn't last. That was what hurt too, as not only had Chris betrayed her, and not only had she basically allowed it, but he'd also screwed up one of her main beliefs, and that was bad considering that Annie already had trust issues. She was sure that love was the one thing that she could count on, because she'd seen the look in her parents eyes when they looked at each other, and she was sure, before, that it couldn't fade, die, or just dissapear altogether, as it was way to real. But now, she was worried that she'd never find that one person to keep her sane, who could make her happy, and who could endure her wacky personality and crazy temper. She would be alone, and that is what scared Annie the most.

Sure, Annie most definately hid that worry behind sarcastic comments and sharp and witty retorts, but when it boiled down to it, no matter how much she looked like she could handle being alone, she couldn't, and it was her biggest fear, and that was like, bigger than spiders, and she hated spiders with a burning passion! Oh and of course, here came fate, to not only push her more toward the belief that love was just some sick fantasy, that would never come true, but to make sure that she felt the pain of the past week, and being alone again, times by ten. "It would be you of all people."

[/color] She murmered, raising her head only slightly so that her hands could wipe the tears from her eyes. She avoided his gaze like the plague, as she wasn't sure if she'd be able to look him in the eyes and not remember how he made her feel. "Yeah, well I wish you'd never flew up to me on that damned broom of yours too, so I guess that feeling is mutual"[/color] Annie said, raising her eyes but fixing them on a point on the opposite wall, and straightening her back again, so she didn't look so small and weak. "So, kiss any other girls lately?"[/color] She asked bitingly, although she tried to mask it with sarcasm. Truth was that she was still jealous of any girl that got to kiss him, just because she still liked, even possibly loved, if that existed, him. [/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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Chris glared at Annie a part of him wanted to scream his lungs out at her but another part wanted to just hug her and tell her everything was going to be fine. This time it wasn't, he wasn't fine and by the looks of it neither was she and he needed this entire thing sorted out here and now he had already gone through enough he just wanted the entire ordeal over and done with. "Well who else would it be, one of your many new guys?" he asked spitefully mainly concentrated on stopping his voice from breaking as he could feel it trembling inside.

Chris's eyes began to water up at what she said next, he thought of every single great time he had with Annie, there were a lot of them but they were all pointless. Great Chris another year waisted, you'll never mount to anything he thought to himself wiping his eyes before Annie could see, nobody saw Chris cry, it was unnatural and he didn't feel right letting anyone see him cry. "You were the last girl i kissed, and i thought it meant something.. obviously i was wrong" Chris said then slid down the wall till he hit the floor where he sat watching Annie, he was angry, his fists clenched he just wanted to hit something or somebody, but there was only Annie around and he couldn't hit her.. she was Annie.

and ripped them away.

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Comment: lol second attempt. A Lot of heart went into this post ^_^
Lyrics: She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mud
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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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Annie just wanted to yell as loud as she could, until her throat hurt from screaming. That was another way Annie vented her anger, you see. When she was angry, and she’d tried Quidditch and karate, she’d climb to the top of the astronomy tower in the night, when no one could hear, then she’d scream as loud as she liked, to get all the anger, all the hate and all the frustration out of her system. Then she’d break down and cry, and then usually walk away smiling and feeling a lot better. But unfortunately it was still day time, so she couldn’t go there yet. She’d settled for the peace of this place instead, but who should join her but the guy that she was trying to hate. The truth, you see, is that Annie still loved Chris, even though she’d not admit it because he hurt her, and that made her feel vulnerable, to still love someone that had caused her a lot of pain. ”Oh yeah, they’re all just queuing up to get with me”

[/color] Annie retorted sarcastically, bringing up her favourite defence. She’d not had a new boyfriend, the most she’d had was a kiss with Trevor, and no matter how good a kisser that he was, she wished it had been Chris. Was that spite in his voice?
As soon as Annie said it, she knew that she was lying through her teeth, but she wanted so bad not to care about him, so that the hurt and the pain he’d caused her could just go away. As if forgetting about him would help, as he’d been the best thing that she’d had this year, and she missed him so much that it hurt even more. How sick and twisted was that? Annie watched him as he spoke, as it seemed as though he was telling the truth, and Annie was usually good at picking out lies. ”So tell me something, Chris. If I meant so damned much to you, why the hell did you cheat on me? And don’t lie, I know about you kissing some other chick”[/color] She retorted, jealousy filtering into her voice as she spoke. Chris was the last person that she’d truly cared about at least, and she still did, although it didn’t seem that way for him. And no matter how much Annie wished that she was wrong about the cheating, it didn’t make it the truth. And no matter how many times that she reviewed some of her and Chris’ best memories in her head, like the sweet and the in the air kissing, it didn’t make it easier on her. She wished that she’d been able to be enough for him, so that he didn’t need to go kissing other girls, and Annie was ashamed that she couldn’t keep the attention of the one guy who actually seemed to really like her.
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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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At that moment Chris began to wish he had never came over to Annie he wished he could just go away and find another girl who would care about him, sure he realy liked Annie but after dumping him like that, he just couldn't be with her again, and as much as that hurt he was willing to accept it.. but it would take time. "Yes they are, or at least that's what Ive heard" Chris said spitefully again, he wished he could just go back to being the old Chris that would go from girl to girl and he didn't give a damn about anyone's feelings except his families but he had cared about Annie and she had ruined that and he just couldn't go back to being the same old Chris not now..after everything.

"What the hell are you on about, i haven't kissed anyone but you since the day i met you" he admitted, not completely truthfully, he classed 'kiss' as 'snog'. He had pecked his sister on the cheek in diagon alley in a caring brotherly way and he had kissed his mom goodbye when they returned on the holiday but they weren't the kind of kisses he was thinking about. "I dont have a clue where you've got your information from but im not a cheater, im as loyal as a friggin Hufflepuff, if you dumped me for any reason its because of something you did. I didn't do anything!" Chris said angrily now, who the F*ck does she think she is telling me ive cheated on her, that's not me.

and ripped them away.

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Comment: Chris = WTF!?
Lyrics: She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mud
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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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Annie couldn't have wished to be alone more than she did in that moment. She hated feeling his eyes on her, and she hated even more than that, the way his presence made him feel. She'd never go back to him, she could never go back to him, because the truth was that her pride wouldn't let her, and neither would her trust issues. Yes, she did have them, and Trevor had been spot on. Winner winner chicken dinner, he'd known her better than she cared to admit, and Annie disliked that feeling. She only liked herself knowing who she was, and she disliked Trevor getting her so much because she wasn't even that sure of herself as it was, so for him to be able to know things about her that she'd only just found out about herself, well that was crossing a line. "What? Who told you that? And so what if they are, it's my buisness now."

[/color] She said, masking her confused look by a look of determination, as she was going to stand her ground. He'd cheated on her, so she had the right to be with other people. Besides, they weren't even together anymore.

"Yeah sure you haven't, mr heartthrob of Slytherin. Besides, my best friend saw you with another girl, and she said that your hands were everywhere. Oh, what's the matter? Didn't like the fact that I wasn't putting out, is that it? Well I got news for ya, I was going to, until she told me"[/color] Annie said bitterly, tears stinging her cheeks. She brought a hand to them immediately and wiped them away. If she needed to seem heartless to get over him, she'd damned well do it, but she was sure as hell going to make sure she knew everything before she walked out. "Huh, well that's funny because it happens to be a Hufflepuff that told me. And I have it on good assurance that he also overheard you telling your friends that I wasn't putting out, and you had to go find someone that you weren’t wasting your time on"[/color] She retorted, remembering the words that had cut so deep into her when Trevor had said them that she'd nearly burst out crying then and there. Although she wasn't going to then because, well, because Trevor was there, and she didn't want him seeing her as weak, because then he'd know her weakness to get her to be all vulnerable and emotional, and then she'd end up doing something stupid and regret it immediately.

But the only thing that Annie was regretting at the moment was trusting Chris, because it had led to her being hurt so much more than she would have had she not trusted him. He was the first guy that she saw as more than a friend that she let get close in a long while. In fact, it was probably the first guy she’d let get close to her, friend or otherwise. She had the two friends at home, who lived close to her, but went to Durmstrang instead, and they were the last two guys who she’d actually trusted until Chris came along. But here he was, in all his glory, and he was angry at her! ”Something I did? Something I did! HA! I trusted you. I let you in. I loved you, and you screwed it all up, so congratu=-freaking lations! You took the one thing I cared about away.”[/color] Annie spat back, crying openly now, as she just couldn’t stop. When she let herself go and cry, it was like she couldn’t stop it no matter how much she wanted to. Oh and she wanted to alright! She disliked being weak and vulnerable, but she hated people seeing her as weak and vulnerable even more! She could handle this when she was alone, but not when someone was there to witness the scared little girl that she hid away and kept safe, protected.[/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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Chris shook his head in disgust "You dont even deny it, you realy are a whore" he said angry that she had been able to get over him so easily and quickly it realy wouldnt have surprised him if she told him she had been seeing someone behind his back now, he used to think he knew Annie, but now anything she said to him could have been a lie, he didn't know the girl in front of him, heck he could barely recognise her.

"I dont care about being a heartthrob and i no longer care about you, but i swear i never cheated on you, your best friends a liar, where the heck was i when i was 'all over' this girl then?" he asked he wanted to prove to her that he was telling the truth, well he was telling the truth except from the no longer caring about her part, he did but he would have to just cut out that part of himself untill he found someone else he could care for. "Wait your friends a guy? is this the same guy your all slutty with now? if it is then bingo rise and shine dumb ass you got played" Chris said shaking his head, even he wouldnt stoop that low to get a girl, he respected the 'man code' which was pretty much 'dont mess with another guys girl'.

"Whoa there hippo teeth, I didn't so anything, if it all comes down to it your just a gryffindor who thinks of me as a Slytherin, you dont trust me enough to believe me and if you weren't even going to try and believe me then i haven't got a clue what i ever saw in you" Chris said shaking his head in anger and disgust, he had the feeling inside come back but just took it, she wasn't worth a single tear.

and ripped them away.

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Comment: Annies sad and Chris is pissed off
Lyrics: She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mud
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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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Annie saw the disgust in his eyes, and she bit her lip, casting her eyes to the floor. She hated him being disappointed in her, but he shouldn't have messed their relationship up by making out with some other girl! He lost everything they had, and everything they were going to have because he wasn't happy with her. But what absolutely broke her heart was the fact that she couldn't make him happy enough just to be with her. She'd failed as a girlfriend, and now she was paying the price, and that nearly killed her. She missed him, but there was no way that she was going back to him, he'd had his chance, and he'd hurt her and broken her trust. "I AM NO WHORE! If there are guys lining up for me, well I have no idea where the line is, but I've not encountered it! And I'll have you know that I'm still a virgin thanks very much"

[/color] She retorted bitterly, as she hated that damned word. If there was something in the world that Annie would never be, it would be a whore. She barely recognised this hateful man in front of her.

"Well good. I'm glad that at least one of us doesn't care enough to get through this okay. And she said it was Hogsmeade."[/color] She said with more bitter tones and more tears. She hated him for doing this to her, but she still loved him, so how messed up was she? "HA! He wishes! But I'm not slutty with anyone, thanks. And for your information, I don't even think that Trevor would sink that low."[/color] She snapped back, regretting mentioning Trevor immediately. She was cut deep by that damned comment about him not caring about her. It brought more tears, and more anger, because she never thought that he could be so heartless as to stand there and tell her that, it was just so painful! She hated him for doing that to her, how could he be so mean and hurtful? She never thought that he'd be capable of doing that to her, or to anyone, so she was seeing Chris in a new light, and she didn't like that light at all.

"Oh fuck you. You probably thought I'd be an easy lay, but you know what, you were wrong you pathetic ass. Go dry hump a tree, your pathetic and I'm sorry that I love you."[/color] She bit back, rubbing her forehead with her hands as she tried to calm herself down. How the hell had she gotten herself into this mess? She knew she was right, as she was sure that not even Trevor would sink so low as to tell her that Chris had made out with some randomer that was most definitely not Annie. Although...no, he wouldn't do that, it would make him even more pathetic. Besides, he was probably only flirting with her to annoy her. If he was lying about it, she'd kill him. painfully. And probably torture him before too. She’d have to ask her friend more about what she’d seen. She’d not done it previously in detail because she was so torn up about it that she could barely talk, and that was odd considering that it was Annie Carter!
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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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"You dont have to have guys lining up TO BE A WHORE!" Chris yelled at her his voice going rough now, mainly from trying to stop it breaking and now yelling had just done it in. Chris hadn't even so much as looked at another girl since Annie dumped him, heck he hadn't even smiled, but she had done way more then look at another guy, she'd kissed someone and that's what hurt the most, not the fact she had dumped him, it was the fact she hadn't trusted him enough to speak to him about it and that she had found someone so quickly after like she didn't even give a crap about him.

Chris thought for an entire five seconds then completely released the entire story of what was going on. "Oh.." he said laughing crookedly. "You realy are a fool, you've thrown this all away and for what? because i was seen HUGGING! my SISTER!" he said shaking his head in disgust, this entire ordeal wouldnt have happend if she had even given him a chance to tell her what had happend realy. Then Chris paused, his brain stopped for a moment "Trevor's the guy from the rumor.. wait a minute that hufflepuff sleazeball.. i thought he was gay" Chris said shaking his head slightly "Well i'll give him credit, he definitely fooled you into believing him over your own boyfriend" Chris then shook his head disgust again.

"If i wanted an easy lay i could have had as many as i wanted from different girls, i thought you were hard to get at, that's why i liked you, heck i thought i loved you too but I'll tell you something for free KID loves a liar, like Trevor" he said shaking his head once again in disgust. "So give me your best shot, Ive taken everything you have to give, I'm untouchable by you, you made a mistake your going to regret for the rest of your life, but I'm fine so bring it on" Chris said standing up with his arms open in a 'come on bring it' kind of way. although the pain inside his gut remained.

and ripped them away.

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Comment: Annies sad and Chris is pissed off
Lyrics: She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mud
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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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"well I'd rather be a whore than a HEARTLESS ASSHOLE!"

[/color] She yelled back, trying her best to hurt him as much as she could, just because she didn't want to be the only one crippled by emotional pain. Why the hell was he suggesting that she was a whore? Annie'd hardly looked at another guy after the break up, until Trevor screwed with her emotions, messed with her head, and made her want to make Chris jealous. Well Chris was pushing her to the edge, and she didn't like it. It wasn't like she'd gone out and found a new boyfriend, it was one kiss. One hot and amazing kiss, but it was just a kiss, and all the time, Annie had been wishing that it was Chris, though she wasn't about to tell him that now, not after all he'd said. She pushed herself up and tied her hair back with the bobble from around her wrist, and then wiped her eyes, all tears gone. She didn't need this, but more importantly, she didn't need him.

"Yeah right, whatever, I'm done listening to your bull crap, I can't stand it anymore, and I can't stand you"[/color] She bit back, almost screaming at him. She wanted him to leave her alone, she wanted him to leave, she never wanted to see him again. She wanted the pain, and the love she felt for him, to dissolve into some black hole, and she could just get over him. "Yeah, well evidently not. Bisexual, maybe, although he's not admitting anything, as many times as I've suggested it."[/color] She retorted. "He didn't fool me, I hated you before he strutted over to me in that shop. The only person who fooled me was you."[/color] She said, glaring at him, and pacing slightly, trying to get her thoughts in order. No, it couldn't be his sister, he's lying, he was definately lying. What an asshole! Well he wouldn't get her back that easy. In fact, he wouldn't get her back at all.

"I am hard to get, ask Trevor, he's been pining over me for months, and not one chance have I given him, because I was pining over you! Loved me? loved me past tense? Well I love you, now. And I feel every inch of pain that this love has cost me and I can't take it anymore! If this is what love is, then I'd rather go without, it's easier."[/color] Annie said, attempting to keep her voice calm and collected. She wasn't about to have an emotional outburst on him, he didn't deserve it after all he'd done to her. "Yeah, you did take everything! You took my love, you took months of my life. Oh wait, not everything, you missed one thing out, although I would have happily given that to you to had you asked. But now, you've got no chance"[/color] Annie said, practically shaking with anger and disgust. How dare he talk to her like that after hurting her so much! That bastard!

Couldn't he see what he'd done, what he was doing to her? Was she hiding her near emotional breakdown that well? ”Oh and I’ll have you know that whatever you heard about Trevor, you have no idea what context things happened in, so don’t be so sure that you know what I’ve done.”[/color] She added, as the only reason she’d kissed Trevor was because he’d used Chris against her, and it had set her off. And he was right, maybe she’d go and see Trevor, as he was right, what was the point of saving herself for someone she trusted when she wasn’t sure that she’d ever trust anyone again? There was no point, and if she did she probably would grow old with one hundred cats and her virginity. Screw that for a barrel of laughs! She just needed to make sure that she was ready first, as in, in her right mind to go to him, because she wasn’t going to make such a big decision when she wasn’t thinking straight. She’d think over it for a long while first, make sure that she was sure this was what she wanted, because there was no going back after it was done.
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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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"I haven't even smiled at another girl since you dumped me so dont you even dare suggest I'm heartless, you made me this." Chris said coldly and truthfully if he was 'heartless' it was because she had torn it own and cast it off into oblivion. "So dont give me anyone of this 'i love you' crap, if you did this wouldnt be happening, you dont know what love is" he said with a sigh, he was trying to keep his feelings hidden now, if only to pain her more like she had to him.

"Ask her if you dont believe me!" Chris gruffly said his voice starting to break again but he managed to stop it but it only made him sound like he had a soar throat. "I fooled you into what! Everything you did was of your own accord and i didn't tell you to do one thing throughout my entire time knowing you except for you to kiss me so if you want to point the finger then you only have yourself to blame" Chris yelled but it didn't come out that loud as his voice was slowly failing him.

"I used to love you, but you cant trust me even to find out what really happend? Love, the second you got even the glimpse of Doubt you stopped loving me, so cut the crap" Chris said, back to talking, he didn't want to loose his voice. "I Took Nothing From You, You Took It From Yourself" Chris said slowly putting more and more emphasis on the next word.

"Annie, you kissed him, i haven't even smiled, and you've kissed a guy.. i dont care about the context you've ruined me" Chris said again sliding back down the wall to sit on the floor at the bottom of it.

and ripped them away.

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Wearing: Outfit
Comment: lol. Its weird being all 'hatey' when your listening to 'the only exception'
Lyrics: She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mud
Credit: Me

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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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"Well then go buy a jokebook, because I'm sick of fighting, I can't take it"

[/color] Her throat Audibly sore now, from the crying and the yelling. "No I don't know what it is and I don't even know if I believe that it exists anymore, because I thought I'd found it, guess I thought wrong"[/color] She murmered in response. How could he do this to her? Couldn't he see that she was tired? Her eyes were red, and she hardly had any energy left. She just wanted to crawl into a ball and sleep it all off, and wake up with this whole thing being a terrible dream that she and Chris would laugh about. Her kissing Trevor? HA! Yeah right! But it wasn't a bad dream, she had done it, and she was living it now. She hated what this had become, and wished that once it was done, it was done. Like it went unmentioned and everything, because Annie dealt with things by bottling them up, and then pretending it all didn't happen. She wished so much that they'd just stayed make out buddies, because it would have been a whole less painful for the both of them, and she hated seeing him in pain, even if it was basically his fault in the first place.

"No I won't, because I trust my friend to tell the truth, and I don't need witness statements. We're not in court"[/color] She replied snappily, angry that he'd question her friend, who he didn't even know! She was Annie's close friend too, one that she met way back in third year, and they'd been close ever since! Wow this was just so pathetic of him! Questioning how much she trusted her friend because he wanted to cover his own lying tracks. "If your going to point the finger, I'll point you to the mirror. Oh and so you know, if you point the finger at someone, you get three fingers pointing back at you"[/color] She retorted, remembering that being mentioned in an old muggle TV show that she used to love. My wife and kids or something. Her nan had shown it to her, and that had always stuck with her as an odd and random fact that she got to use now.

"No. I didn't trust you because YOU warned me that you'd hurt me, so I guess I was just waiting for it. I knew I wasn't good enough for you, so I was expecting this to happen. Well congratulations, Chris, you hurt me more than I've ever been hurt before. Give yourself a shiney."[/color] She retorted, reffering to another muggle TV show made for kids, as with his mental age he was surely a die hard fan! Idiot! How could she even think that he could be the one for her? Love didn't exist, and if it did, then it most definately didn't last forever! How could she think that at the age of sixteen she'd find the one that she'd spend forever with. Well in a months time, it was her birthday, and by then she was going to forget all about Chris Weasley and have a grand old time being legally old to magically set fire to all his pictures.

"No. He kissed me, he made me feel alive, excited, for the first time since you. I just wanted to feel something that I knew wasn't false."[/color] She said, in barely a whisper. Whatever he thought of her, it was probably bad, if just because of that damned amazing kiss, that envoked emotion in her that she'd thought that she'd never feel again in the next few months. He'd brought her back to herself, Trevor Schumacher had actually helped her! She'd never admit that to him though, as he'd probably dislike the idea anyway. In fact, any idea about Annie would be dismissed unless it involved kissing or a trip to bed, and she wasn't about to let any of those ideas happen soon. Or at least she wasn't going to until those words that he'd said. Those damned words that pushed her so far that she was starting to think that Trevor had a point. What use was it for a person with trust issues to wait for someone that they trusted when they may never trust someone enough. So she may as well enjoy life, right? And stop limiting herself with her issues. You don't know what it's like to fly unless you didn't give it a try, right? Although the emotion she felt when he said her name, it was an undescribable rush, like fear, sadness and love all in one, and she couldn't differentiate from them. "Look, if you really care so much about me then fine, lets give it a go, because I'm more than willing to fight for us. I think that maybe we should start as friends though, build up trust, because we kinda missed that step in the past. We can see where it goes. But if you don't want to, then just do me a solid and get your folks off my back, let this go, so we can both move on and be happy"[/color] She offered, thinking that if he did care, then he'd accept it, and if he wanted to move on then, whatever, she was done.[/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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P A R T N E R I N C R I M E CHRIS

W O R D S O N T H E P A G E 890

N A M E T H A T T U N E YOU ME AT SIX - LIQUID CONFINDENCE

W H A T ‘S O N T H E R A D I O YOU HAD ME AT HELLO - A DAY TO REMEMBER

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[christopher fredric weasley]

I tried too hard

And she tore my feelings like i had none

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Chris clenched his fists, why couldn't she see she was in the wrong, it was obvious and all she had to do was just ask his sister and the entire thing could have been resolved way quicker and she would have to apologize. Then Chris realised something Oh fuck girls stick together, so.. she dumps me, people blame me and i cant even move on because everyone thinks I'm a cheater he thought angrily clenching his fists more untill it actually began to hurt. She probably planned all this he thought getting a bit carried away with it now. "You hadn't found love, you would have trusted me if you had and so some idiot tells you im cheating on you, you didn't even ask me? love.. you never loved me" Chris said looking down at the floor ashamed of her.

"See there you go, even now when ive pretty much told you everything and were over and i have nothing to gain, you still wont even believe me.. you wont even talk to my sister, shows how dedicated you were to us" Chris said standing up and scratching the back of his head, he just didn't get her, why didn't she believed him, he wouldnt lie to her. Well now he probably would, she had killed the Chris that actually cared about her, hello new Chris. "You point so much as one finger at me I'll point a fucking wand at you" Chris lied, he couldn't hurt her, truth be told he was much more likely to hurt himself then he was to hurt her.

"And i would have hurt you, missed your birthday, our anniversary maybe, but cheat on you? Annie i thought you knew me but obviously you dont know the first thing about me" Chris said shaking his head for about the twentieth time in disgust. Chris just stood there looking at the ground when she told him about Trevor kissing her, he remained there right up untill she had finished her offer. "You kissed that douche bag. You broke my heart. You've pretty much ruined my life untill i get out of this hole, maybe if you'd asked before you kissed that twat i would have said yes. Now, Your not Annie, your just another Stranger" Chris said Glaring right through her as if she wasn't even there then just turning and walking away not even looking back in case she could see his eyes about to water up.

and ripped them away.

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Wearing: Outfit
Comment: Chris has now stormed off ^_^
Lyrics: She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mud
Credit: Me

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[annie louise carter]

y o u ' v e g o t n o t h i n g t o l o s e

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"Call me a whore, call me a slut, but don't you dare tell me what I feel, Christopher Weasley, because you haven't got the slightest idea"

[/color] She said, moving quickly and yanking his chin up to meet her eyes. He couldn't even look at her, even though he was the one in the wrong! How dare he think that she felt nothing for him, that everything she felt wasn't real. She knew it was real, she felt the pain of losing it flowing through her veins, and she couldn't bear to see that look that was in his eyes, but she forced herself to for a moment more, before dropping his chin and stepping back, realising that her breath was catching in her throat again. "And it's clear that you don't know me, because I have trust issues, okay? Even Trevor got that spot on. I can't trust people because I always have that nagging feeling in the back of my mind that they'll hurt me, and I was right"[/color] She spat back, casting her eyes down and shaking her head as she couldn't believe that he didn't know that. How could that arsehole figure it out, but not Chris?

"You know as well as I do that you have everything to gain, because you can hurt me with your words, and surely you see that? I'm exhausted! I've kept myself moving non stop so that I don't think about you, because every time I do, I break down like a wreck. Well screw that for a laugh, I'll never cry over you again"[/color] Annie spat back, glaring at him with a mega angry stare. How could he hurt her like this and then do it again, on purpose? He didn't love her, he was lying. He never loved her. "Bring it! You hurt me more with your words than you could possibly do with any spell."[/color] She said, raising her eyebrows for a second and still glaring at him. He was threatening her now? He wasn't the Chris that she knew, that she loved, because he would have never threatened her, let alone hurt her. And he was to blame! He screwed up and now they both seemed to be unhappy. Well Annie was done pining over him, she was going to live like she never met him, and go back to being the single Annie, that everyone knew and loved.

"Please, that wouldn't hurt me, it's just a day, but this, this hurt me, Chris. You hurt me. Your right, I don't know you, because you've changed."[/color] She replied, saying what she was thinking out loud. He had, as the one guy that she loved would never have done this to her, he would have left her alone when he saw her crying, or hugged her and told her it would all be okay, but this monster wasn't Chris. "I kissed him and wished it was you. And you know what, he's a better kisser than you too, just so you know, because he made me feel like I had an electrical current running through my veins. I never had that from you. And your wrong, you don't know who I am, you never have, I'll always be Annie, just not the person that you put up on a stupid pedestal. No one's perfect, Chris, you only need to look in the mirror to see that"[/color] She spat back. She'd had enough! She turned on her heel and headed in the opposite direction, not looking back at the man that she loved.[/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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P A R T N E R I N C R I M E CHRIS

W O R D S O N T H E P A G E 594

N A M E T H A T T U N E YOU ME AT SIX - LIQUID CONFINDENCE

W H A T ‘S O N T H E R A D I O YOU HAD ME AT HELLO - A DAY TO REMEMBER

L E A V E A M S G AWW HEY (-: ♥

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