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Post by maxineweasley on May 24, 2010 21:54:09 GMT
Lead me, with strong hands
Stand up, when I can't.
Her body thrashed wildly in her bed, as her dreams turned quickly into nightmares. This had been happening a lot lately, since she hadn't been able to stop thinking about that night she was almost raped. If she told anyone, they would probably tell her to get over it, since it didn't actually happen. But no one knew how it felt, if they never went through it. Even though it only 'almost' happened, it was still very real, and she was still traumatized by the fact it could have.
Jumping awake, Maxi let out a cry as she was now sitting up in her bed. Sweat was pouring down her face and her body was shaking. She looked around to see a couple pairs of eyes staring at her, and she wiped her forehead. "I'm sorry." She whispered, swinging her legs over the side of her bed and standing up. She grabbed her sweater and slipped it on along with her slippers, which looked like any normal pair of shoes, and ran out. She didn't look back, and she hoped that no one was following. Maybe they would just go back to sleep and forget what they had seen.
She made her way down the stairs of the Gryffindor tower and into the common room, but she decided that she didn’t want to stay in there. She needed to get out. She needed air. So, with that she left the common room and moved quickly down the hallway. Truthfully, she didn’t care if she got caught, she just wanted to escape from her nightmares. She wished they would just go away, and she could sleep peacefully again, but that was probably too much to ask.
Without stopping, she soon found herself outside and on the covered bridge. She had no destination, but this seemed good enough. She walked over to the railing of the bridge and looked over the side. Anyone who saw her right now would think that she was going to commit suicide, but she wasn’t and that thought would most likely never cross her mind. At least she hoped it wouldn’t. She leaned her elbows on the railing and placed her head in her hands. She didn’t know how much more she could take of this. She needed help. She needed to talk to someone. The only person who knew about what had happened was the man who had saved her. She never even told her parents.
A few tears slowly seeped out of her eyes as she stood there trying to get a hold of herself. She just wanted it to end. That was all. She didn’t even know how long it would take for her to be okay again.
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wearing: outfit
notes: :/ kinda depressing no?
lyric credit: lead me by sanctus real
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Post by christopher fredric weasley on May 25, 2010 14:11:13 GMT
And will you tell all your friends [/font][/center]  you've got your gun to my head[/font][/center] Chris had just had a 'confrontation' with Annie and it had completely put him off going to bed so he had been sitting by the lake just staring into the depths, sure some people had seen him and the same teacher had told him to get to his dorm.. twice, but he didn't care he was not in the mood to take crap from anyone he just wanted to be alone. He looked up at the sky and decided it was in fact getting pretty dark and if his bed was found with nobody sleeping in it there would be a search party. Fine bed. he thought heading over to a door he knew would be open, from experience.
He noticed a girl standing at the bridge as he approached it, he just thought nothing of it but as he got closer he realised who it was. She cant see me like this he thought panicking slightly, he rubbed his eyes with his shirt making them slightly red and took a deep breath in then continued walking. "M.." he started then noticed she was not okay, she could try and hide it but he had seen her cry so many times, when she was a baby a toddler and a few times when she wasn't so young. He doubted she had ever seen him cry though Its a terrible day to be a weasley he thought half expecting to continue his journey inside and see Louis run past on fire.
"Maxi" Chris said simply as he got close to her wrapping his arms around her, she was his little sister and he was there no matter what even if he was going through a rough time himself. "what happend?" he asked her curiously not letting her go though. This all was only wishful thinkin' [/font][/size][/center] Wearing: Outfit
Comment: love the picture im using. Makes me think of how Chris is like 'god sake all the women in my life are gonna end up killing me'  and yeah this could be a sad thread.
Lyrics: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
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Post by maxineweasley on May 26, 2010 19:54:03 GMT
Lead me, with strong hands
Stand up, when I can't.
Maxi could hear the person behind her. She could hear her name being called, but the voice didn't matter to her. She didn't care who it was. For all she knew it could be a teacher who was going to lecture her about being out past curfew. She didn't answer the person though she knew she probably should, she just kept to her thoughts, and drowned them out. If it was important they would say her name again or start talking about something.
When she felt arms start to wrap around her, she started to panic. "Don't touch me!" She screamed, pulling away from him, "Stay away!" She backed up hastily and tripped over herself, making her land on her behind. Even after the fall, her eyes stayed on the ground. She was afraid, and she didn't want to deal with the same thing that happened the other night. "Please don't hurt me..." She plead, her voice more of a whisper now.
Looking up she saw that it was only her brother. Her head immediately dropped back down and she started to cry harder than she was when he had come out. She didn't like when people saw her like this, especially her family, but she couldn't help it. "I'm sorry," She apologized like she had in the sleeping quarters, but this time it was through tears.
If she had been paying attention she would have known it was her brother and this wouldn't be happening. She probably would have been able to get away with a simple, ‘School is stressing me out‘ or ‘I miss mom and dad‘, but that wasn‘t how it was going to work now. She had panicked at the touch of her own brother, and that shouldn‘t have happened. She really didn‘t want to explain, because he would get overprotective again like her father would, but there was most likely no way out of it now.
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wearing: outfit
notes: Lol... yah the picture works.... and yup I agree... this is a sad thread that's a work in progress...
lyric credit: lead me by sanctus real
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Post by christopher fredric weasley on May 26, 2010 21:34:14 GMT
And will you tell all your friends [/font][/center] you've got your gun to my head [/font][/center] Chris stood there confused and slightly more hurt inside when his sister began to panic and tell him not to hurt her. "I would never hurt you" he found himself saying.. again... just this time to another girl he cared about. What is it? Every girl vs me day? he thought to himself then concentrated on hiding his emotions. "Maxi, whats going on?, what happend to you?" he asked her curiously and eagerly, he wanted to know what was going on so he could sort it out, she was his little sister and if anyone hurt her they were dead.
"No. Never say your Sorry, not to me, not to anyone. Your stronger then anyone, and your a weasley" Chris said crouching down to her level then sitting on the floor next to her. "Its ok.." he said taking one of her hands. He wasn't sure why she was crying or what was going on but he was there whenever and if ever she needed him. No Matter What. This all was only wishful thinkin' [/font][/size][/center] Wearing: Outfit
Comment: moo.
Lyrics: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
Credit: Me
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Post by maxineweasley on May 28, 2010 22:40:33 GMT
Lead me, with strong hands
Stand up, when I can't.
Maxi watched her brother sit down next to her as she continued to cry. What he said was right. He wouldn't hurt her and she knew that. She knew she could trust her brother with everything, and guilt was starting to swell up inside of her. She didn't mean to yell at him, she just panicked and she wouldn't have done it if she would've payed attention to who was talking to her.
When he took her hand she wrapped her fingers around his hand and held it tightly. She didn't want to let go, at least not right now. She leaned on him as she tried to figure out how she was going to explain to him what had happened. She didn't know if she should start off with what she was doing, or if she should just skip right to the point. Even though her choice about taking the shortcut was stupid, she was afraid that her brother would think of her that way and she didn't want anyone to think that she was stupid.
Thinking about how to explain the situation, images started flashing in her mind. The images were not just ones from that night, but ones that had appeared in her nightmares too, making a small whimper come from her lips. "Chris..." She choked up. She needed to get it out now. Maybe he could help her, if he talked to her about it.
"He didn't get all the way," She told him, though she soon realized starting it like that was probably going to send her brother into a fit of rage. So, after that, she decided to start from the beginning. "I... I was stupid... I was on my way to Whizzhard Books from home and.. I um... took a shortcut down an alleyway," She said, wiping her eyes with her free hand. She was still seeing everything that happened that night in her mind, but she was trying to calm down instead of letting herself go into a panic attack. "This guy.. he was drunk...." She said continuing, "I didn't know what to do... I just panicked. All I did was struggle against him. I should have fought back harder, but I... couldn't. I couldn't think straight."
She remembered that moment perfectly. All she could do was struggle. That's all her body would allow her to do. Pulling out her wand to defend herself didn't even cross her mind. "I was lucky though, because he didn't get far. Coal saved me... Coal Kendall." Maxi let out a deep sigh as she wiped a few more tears from her face. "I know the man didn't get far, but I was scared, and I'm still scared that someone will hurt me. I have nightmares almost every night.... I don't know what to do."
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notes: moo? really Dan? XD
lyric credit: lead me by sanctus real
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Post by christopher fredric weasley on Jun 3, 2010 16:48:04 GMT
And will you tell all your friends [/font][/center] you've got your gun to my head [/font][/center] Chris made sure Maxi wasn't looking then closed his eyes and took a deep breath in then out again to clear his mind slightly as well as to hide some of his emotions, he would take them out later on a pillow or something. Chris sat there waiting for her to say something, anything but as soon as she said 'he didn't get all the way' Chris stood bolt upright as if he was going to just sprint away. He shook her hand off and knelt back down putting his hands on her shoulders, if anyone had done anything he was going to go ape.
"I'll kill him" Chris said standing up and turning around then turning back to face her "What Alley? Knockturn Alley? For gods sake Maxi dont you ever listen to dad or mom!" Chris said then turned away again only to once again turn and face her, he didn't know what to do with himself, he felt his fists clenching and himself slowly going red. Chris screamed in anger then knelt back down "What did he look like?" he asked her curiously, he planned to go back to the alley and have a look around for the guy.
"You were saved by Coal?" Chris said then suddenly went speechless, he owed Coal something now.. he had always thought of Coal as some little wimp that had girls chasing after him because somehow he'd managed to make the media believe he wasn't gay. Crap, guess i was wrong.. he thought but he still would treat Coal like he was nothing. "Look its ok, your ok.. your safe now.. im here" he said hugging his sister but part of him wanted to just yell at the world. This all was only wishful thinkin' [/font][/size][/center] Wearing: Outfit
Comment: moo.
Lyrics: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
Credit: Me
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 8, 2010 1:25:27 GMT
Lead me, with strong hands
Stand up, when I can't.
When her brother shot up she jumped and her eyes stared wide at him. She had feared this, but she thought it was best to tell him. Was she wrong? No, she knew it was right. He would calm down soon and everything would be alright. She should have expected this behavior from him. She knew he would be mad, but she didn't expect him to go crazy.
She was going to tell him where it had happened, but he just kept talking. Well, it was more like yelling. "I'm sorry!" She finally yelled out. "I should listen more... I'm sorry." She broke down crying and then jumped again when he screamed. Everything was happening so fast and she just felt like shutting down. She wanted to disappear now. She shook her head at him when he asked her what the man looked like. "I... I don't know. It was dark Chris," She told him, studdering a bit. She was quite nervous now. Home sounded pretty good right now compared to this. Sure, her dad would probably act the same way, but at least there she could lock herself in her room and hide away for a while.
Soon enough her brother asked one last question and then fell silent. Maxi wiped her eyes again and watched him, waiting for something else to happen. But nothing did. Her brother just hugged her and told her that she was alright, and she hugged back. She was clinging to him more than anything though. She didn't want to let go. She felt safe with him, and that's how she always wanted to feel. "I'm sorry," She repeated again, her voice more of a whisper now.
words: didn't look it up
wearing: outfit
notes: (:
lyric credit: lead me by sanctus real
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Post by christopher fredric weasley on Jun 12, 2010 9:39:38 GMT
And will you tell all your friends [/font][/center] you've got your gun to my head [/font][/center] Chris slapped his own head with the palm of his head, he should have been there looking after her. Chris looked at his sister and held her close. "You have nothing to be sorry for, you did nothing, it was the lowlife scumbag that did something" he told her but continued in his head And if i ever find out who did it i swear to god i'll kill him.
"okay.. your safe now, just promise me, if your leaving the school grounds.. let me come with you?" he would obviously let her go places on her own but he at least wanted to be nearby in case anything happend, she was his little sister and he would kill or be killed for her.
Chris felt her cling onto him and he let her, "You have nothing to be sorry about" he whispered back to he as he ran his hand through her hair. He wanted to be there wherever she went to look after her but that would be weird. But he knew if anything ever happend to her again that was anything like this then someone would end up dead. This all was only wishful thinkin' [/font][/size][/center] Wearing: Outfit
Comment: moo.
Lyrics: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
Credit: Me
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 14, 2010 1:06:54 GMT
Lead me, with strong hands
Stand up, when I can't.
The whole time her brother held her and talked, she kept a hold on him as well. She was not ready to leave her comfort zone and would not let go until he made her, or until she felt she would be okay. It usually didn‘t take long for her brother to get her back to normal, or at least to a stable position, so they probably wouldn‘t be there too much longer. She knew her brother was pissed off, and she knew that right about now he wanted to kill the man who did this to her. Chances were, they would never see the guy again.
She nodded at what her brother said. She sighed lightly before talking again. "I love you dearly Chris and don‘t mind hanging out with you, but do I always have to bring you? I have friends I can bring along." She asked, pretty sure he wasn‘t going to be that upset about the suggestion. "I promise I‘ll tell you I‘m leaving though." She threw in, just so he would feel better about the whole idea.
Maxi felt her brother run his hand through her hair, making her smile. Her brother was the best at comforting. She was starting to feel a bit better already. Truth be told, she was glad she mentioned this to her brother. It got it off her chest and it was one more person she could talk to if she was feeling down about the subject. She slowly pulled away from her brother and looked at him with a faint smile. "Thank you Chris." She said, in reference to him helping her. It didn‘t go as smoothly as it could have gone, but it was good enough, seeing as everything was better now. "Can you do me a favor though? Can you please not tell mom or dad?"
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notes: (:
lyric credit: lead me by sanctus real
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Post by christopher fredric weasley on Jun 15, 2010 8:49:20 GMT
And will you tell all your friends [/font][/center] you've got your gun to my head [/font][/center] Chris let out a rather deep breath, trying to calm himself down as his anger and stress wasn't helping this at all but how could all this happen around him so fast, first annie leaves him and then this happens to Maxi. Chris couldnt help but feel like there was a curse on him and that somehow bad stuff happend to every girl who got close to him, heck he'd probably get a letter tomorrow saying his mom had fallen down the stairs or something. If that happens i'll leave hogwarts, get myself a place in the countryside and cut myself off from human contact he thought to himself, he had a bit of money put aside but not enough to by a place so he'd probably have to rob gringotts or something first.
"Just make sure its one of the friends i approve of, not Trevor or Kaleb, maybe Gwen or Jaslene.." he said with a nod, he didn't want Trevor or Kaleb getting anywhere near his sister because he would have to get involved and he meant seriously involved. "Ok" he said putting on a fake smile which seemed genuine enough. "Just.. dont go in knockturn alley without me or dad or mom" he said with a nod.
"Fine, i wont tell them.. but you have to stay out of my room for the entire month" he said with another genuine looking smile. He didnt like anyone but him in his room but whenever he was in there someone always came in to see what he was doing, it wasnt like he was a drug addict or anything its just he lived with very nosey people and he hadnt thought about getting a lock for the door yer. This all was only wishful thinkin' [/font][/size][/center] Wearing: Outfit
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Lyrics: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
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Post by maxineweasley on Jun 17, 2010 4:15:52 GMT
Lead me, with strong hands
Stand up, when I can't.
Maxi closed her eyes for a moment before she opened them again and let a small smile come to her lips. She was becoming tired again, which was a good thing. After all, she had come out here because she had a nightmare and couldn‘t sleep. Maybe now she could sleep again. Talking to her brother really did help, and now that she was once again tired, she might be able to fall asleep easily. Hopefully this time without any interruptions of nightmares. She hated nightmares. They always deprived people of sleep when they needed it.
She nodded slightly at her brother. “Fine. No Trevor or Kaleb.” She agreed, starting to stand up. She didn‘t want to be on the ground anymore. “And yes, if I ever decide to go there, I will take one of you guys.” She didn‘t like being followed by her family, but she could see where he was coming from. Plus, it could be worse. He could‘ve shot down her idea of bringing a friend, but he didn‘t. Sometimes Chris could be reasonable, and sometimes he could be the complete opposite, so it was a relief when he agreed with her.
Maxi crossed her arms and furrowed her eyebrows. “Fine. But I‘m going to come in if it‘s important.” She told him. “You know I like to talk to you when I‘m upset. I mean, you could always add days when I do come in or something.” Her eyes glanced in the direction she came from and then back at him. “Chris thank you again. I‘m glad I got to talk to you about it.” She gave her brother another small hug before she stepped away again. “I‘m getting tired, and I believe I can sleep now. I‘m going to go back to bed.” She yawned slightly, and her hand rose to cover her mouth. “Goodnight Christopher.” She then turned away from him, and walked in the direction from which she came.
words: didn’t check
wearing: outfit
notes: (:
lyric credit: lead me by sanctus real
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Post by christopher fredric weasley on Jun 17, 2010 9:35:51 GMT
And will you tell all your friends [/font][/center] you've got your gun to my head [/font][/center] Outside Chris may have appeared to be smiling softly, calm and collected and comforting but inside he was utterly confused at why things like this happend to him in frigging groups, for ages he could be happy then one bad thing happens and the world starts falling in on you. He just didnt get it and it drove him crazy but he managed to keep calm and collected on the outside even if on the inside he wanted to hunt down the guy who did this to his little sister and kill him.
"Good, i dont trust them" he stated simply, it wasn't a question so she couldnt respond with 'there not that bad' it was a fact, he didnt trust them or like them. Kaleb was a whore and Trevor wanted to be a whore but didnt have the balls. "Good, i mean Ive been down there, i know my way around so it'll be practical as well" he said then gave her the 'dont ask' look as he knew she would question the reason he had been there.
"Fine you can come in my room, but knock first" he stated simply, he wasn't going to ban her from going into a room in her own house as she would do the same to him and her window was the easiest to sneak out of, not that she or there parents knew that. "Ok, I'll be there whenever you need me you know that Maxi" he said with a smile. "Goodnight Maxi" he said then watched her walk away.
When she was gone Chris sighed slightly and looked off the edge of the bridge untill he heard someone shout 'Hey' he turned to see a professor walking towards him, spinning on his heel he ran inside heading to the dungeons to try and escape, he'd done it plenty of times and he knew a fairly decent part of the Dungeons to loose professors in from the amount he had, had to hide from them. This all was only wishful thinkin' [/font][/size][/center] Wearing: Outfit
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Lyrics: Cute Without The E - Taking Back Sunday
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