[I] I needed you. Past tense. [OPEN]

[kalebgarcia]

Kaleb pulled his top over his head, and replaced it with a clean one from his trunk. He’d only gone and managed to get sauce all over the first one at lunch! He was still wondering how he did it, because it was one of those things that you don’t remember doing, but you know that you did. Anyway, once he was done dressing, he checked himself in the mirror, and ran his hand through his hair as per usual to make it fall into place properly. Once he was finished, he headed out the door and through the dorm room, then up the many stairs to the entrance hall. He let his feet carry him through the doors and out onto the open grass that was the school lawns. He’d not spent a whole load of time out there lately because he’d been piled with homework, but on the upside, he was free to do as he pleased this Saturday afternoon, because he was all caught up! He walked out to an open patch on the grass and lay himself down on his back, and let his head rest on his arms, while he looked up at the sky.

Kaleb didn’t know exactly how long ago it had been since he argued with Chris Weasley on a day just like this, but he knew that things were way different back then. Back then he was a flirtatious and fiery guy, who tried to get every girl that he saw, and succeeded with most. And okay, so every now and again he got together with another girl, but he made a point at the start to tell her it was just for sex, and it would come to nothing more than a possible friendship, as long as she wanted that, that is. But he’d stopped himself recently, as he was done with bed hopping, and was looking for commitment, and something close to love. As he’d felt love thanks to a certain professor, and no matter how much Kaleb hated Shames, he was thankful for all that he’d been through with him, for him, because it had made Kaleb who he was today; someone who could actually feel emotion and love, and realise the emotional consequences of his actions.

So here Kaleb was, out on his own and actually looking for a new friend or something, as he didn’t really have any close friends, apart from Kai, but that had gotten complicated. He’d hoped that he’d be able to get people to view him differently, as he had changed, although he knew it would take a whole lot to convince people that he really and honestly had changed. Jaslene Malfoy for one was not going to believe him any time soon. In fact, he was thinking of doing something nice for her. He was planning something lovely like moving ‘her’ chair from the common room to the girls dorm. With the help of some magic of course, but that was the plan anyway, but he just hadn’t managed to do it yet, but he would so do it soon. He had been mean to her in the past, but that was the old Kaleb, and he wanted her to know that he was a different person entirely, as she seemed to be a pretty nice girl. He started absentmindedly looking for shapes in the clouds when he saw a shadow cross his chest, so he looked up to see who was there.

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[samantha ellen lichtscheidl]

I DON'T NEED SOMEBODY TO COMPLETE ME
I C O M P L E T E M Y S E L F
NOBODY'S GOT TO BELONG TO SOMEBODY ELSE

Samantha was in dire need of some fresh air, some tastes of the outdoors. Lately she had been spending the majority of her time cooped up in her dorm, concentrating on her studies. She had been irritable recently, due to her lack of sleep for reasons unknown. She would lie awake, staring at the ceiling, yet she couldn't fall asleep, and she didn't understand what her problem was. She finally came to the conclusion that she was spending too much time in the castle. Some good, fresh air ought to clear her mind right up, right?

So, that would explain why she was out and about, and even out of her school attire for once. Though, her wand was sticking out of the back pocket of her shorts, since she never went anywhere without it. She ran a hand through her freshly brushed blond locks, walking out onto the grounds with no thought of where she was going. She just wanted to get out, and already it was doing her wonders. For once in a long time, she felt better than usual. It was amazing what the outdoors could do to someone. She hadn't even brought a book along to read, either.

As Sam continued walking, she noticed a figure lying down on their back, probably enjoying the peace and quiet, along with the nice weather. Randomly, her feet started carrying her toward the person, though she hadn't gotten a good look of who it was. Perhaps, deep down inside, she was lonely, and wanted someone to talk to. As she reached the person, she leaned over to look down at them, briefly blocking their sunlight. Sure, it was rude, but she really didn't care. Instantly she recognized the Slytherin and made a slightly disgusted face, "Oh, it's you," she muttered with a small roll of her eyes, "What are you doing out here, all by yourself? Shouldn't you be looking for your next lay?" she spat, straightening her self back up again. She placed her hands on her hips, glaring down at him with her cold, blue eyes.

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[kalebgarcia]

Kaleb had changed, and although many people didn't believe him. He wasn't even bed hopped as much, and if he did bed hop, then he always told them how it was going to be, and if they still agreed, then he carried on, and didn't feel guilty about anything because they knew exactly what they were walking into, and if they got hurt it was their fault for feeling anything for him, when he'd pointed out that he didn't feel anything for them apart from lust. But no matter how much he tried to convince people he'd changed, no one listened, so he'd basically given up. Kaleb looked up at the person blocking his light, and realized that it was Sam, the girl who he'd managed to annoy a whole lot in some of his lessons just for fun. But that was the old him, and he was different now, and would be nice to her, even though her stinging tones seemed to still hate him. He doubted that if he tried his best to convince her he'd changed, she wouldn't believe him either. "Ah well it's good to hear that you think fondly of me"

[/color] Kaleb said sarcastically, pushing himself up on his elbows for a better look at the blonde girl.

"Why would I need to go looking for my next lay, when she, or indeed he, could walk right up to me"[/color] Kaleb said with a smirk. Okay, so he was going to be nice, but he wasn't going to change himself for her, or for anyone else in that matter. He was done hiding and changing himself for everyone around him, or to make him fit in. He wasn't going to lie anymore, he was done with all that crap. He'd even gone so far as to come out in the middle of the great hall whilst everyone was eating, although he wasn't sure if Sam was there or not. He was hoping that everyone had heard his little outburst, but he knew that Bethany Dalton had, as she'd talked to him about everyone working it out weeks ago. He’d wanted to get it out in the public anyway, as he needed to take the weight off his own shoulders. He was just waiting for it to get back to his father that he’d told everyone about his bisexual tendencies, because no doubt that his dad would call him over and teach him some sort of lesson. But now his dad had nothing on him, so Kaleb could fight back and not give a shit. [/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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[samantha ellen lichtscheidl]

I DON'T NEED SOMEBODY TO COMPLETE ME
I C O M P L E T E M Y S E L F
NOBODY'S GOT TO BELONG TO SOMEBODY ELSE

Samantha rolled her eyes to the heavens, her hands still on her hips. Why did she have to stumble upon him, one of her least favorite people? He was near the top of her 'hate' list, too! She hated people like him, and knew she always would. They never seemed to care about anyone but themselves, and they thought they were the hottest people on the planet. Wait.. did she just describe herself? Well, she didn't whore herself around! Maybe that was the only difference between the two of them. That, and she was a hell of a lot more of a bitch than him.

She raised a brow slightly when he mentioned 'he'. She had been hearing things floating around the school about Kaleb's sexuality, but she had thought they were all just rumors. She hadn't been there when he had actually admitted it to the world. She thought, maybe, that he was just playing along with the rumors, "Well, I suppose you have a point there," her eyes narrowed slightly, "But don't think I'm one of those people, you ass. Unlike most of your conquests, I have brains," she added dryly, staring down at him still. She could easily leave now, but something made her stay, "I still have trouble comprehending the fact that I breathe the same air as you," she added, her arms crossing over her chest now, "Now can you leave? This was the spot I wanted to lay in," she lied.

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[kalebgarcia]

Kale couldn't believe that it was Sam of all people, who had walked into him then. he was hoping slightly for a day of peace and decent chatter, but it didn't seem that he was going to get it. At least he had the chance to prove to her that he really was different, and that he did care about others that he'd hurt. Speaking of, he'd made some nasty comments to her, so he really should apologise to her, after all, he was being nice, and being normal, and besides, although she was a stuck up bitch who didn't care about anyone but herself, she deserved an apology. After all, she was a person too. "Oh I'm glad it's you, I wanted to apologise for everything I said to you in the past. You know, all that bad crap."

[/color] He explained, apologising. You could probably hear in his tone how much he meant it too, he wasn't messing around here. Kaleb saw the raised eyebrow and raised his eyebrow himself. "Did you not hear my news? I'm disappointed, you really should go eat in the great hall more often, as I was hoping everyone would hear. I'm openly bisexual now, by the way"[/color] He said with an honest smile. He wasn't messing with her, he wasn't fucking around, and he wasn't bullshitting her either.

In fact, he was eager for as many people to know as possible so that they could stop their stupid guessing games and move on with some other gossip, maybe even get a life. He didn't care, he just wanted his truth to be out there, for once. "Of course I'm right, I'm not as stupid as people think. And I wasn't suggesting you, actually, I was just saying that why should I go looking, they know what I'm like now, they know that if I'm not interested I'd tell them, so they can come over and chat, see where it goes."[/color] He said with a shrug. "Of course, I would say that anyone who believed my lies in the past wasn't the most particularly smart person, and well I do, look"[/color] he said, taking a breath for emphasis. "Of course"[/color] Kaleb said with a smile, so he shuffled over a spot, so that she could lay there, even though he knew she didn't really want to. She was just doing it to see what he’d say, of course, but he wasn’t going to say anything![/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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[samantha ellen lichtscheidl]

I DON'T NEED SOMEBODY TO COMPLETE ME
I C O M P L E T E M Y S E L F
NOBODY'S GOT TO BELONG TO SOMEBODY ELSE

Samantha had never considered herself to be one who was fooled easily. She didn't fall into people's silly traps, or get lost in their twisted mind games. She strayed away from things like that because the truth was, she hated drama. So, of course, when it came to people such as Kaleb, she had much trouble believing a word that came out of his mouth. The tone in which he spoke made his apology seem so sincere, though. She knew better than that! He could just have easily been an amazing actor. How else would he have gotten so many girls to sleep with him? "Uh huh.." she began, nibbling on her bottom lip slightly. Something about his second statement, though, just seemed believable, "Well.. Should I be saying congratulations, then?" she asked, staring down at him intently, trying to read into his expression.

"I guess it's nice that you're being honest with yourself and others, and aren't ashamed. So.. good for you," her expression remained neutral, not even revealing a hint of a smile, but she spoke with sincerity, "So, wait, are you going to actually warn people before you use them, now? Well that's another step up for you. I'm proud," she added, this time with a hint of sarcasm. She glanced down at where he had moved from, then rolled her eyes. She, obviously, hadn't really meant it, but she felt the need to follow through now. She withdrew her wand from her back pocket, not wanting to sit on it, took a seat where Kaleb had just been, and placed the wand in her lap. She turned to look at Kaleb, "You can go somewhere else, now," she told him, her tone void of emotion, "No one is going to want to come over here and talk to you if I'm here. People tend to avoid me."

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[kalebgarcia]

Kaleb had never thought that he'd end up like this. If someone had told him a year ago that he was going to have a relationship with a teacher, he would have bet his life on the fact that it would be a female teacher. But he would have lost his life in that bet and been completely wrong, because he'd fallen head over heels for Zane Shames, the resident defence against the dark arts teacher. Now no one would have suspected that they were in a relationship, because of a few simple facts. One, that Kaleb was bed hopping with every girl that was stupid enough to try and change him. Two, Kaleb Garcia was a bed hopper, and wasn't committed to anyone, and had never been before actually, so that took a relationship out of peoples minds. Three, Zane was male, and everyone thought that Kaleb was straight, including Kaleb himself. Four, Kale had done whatever he could in Zane's lessons to encourage mayhem and make it all hard on that teacher, as Kale seemingly hated him. Five, not even Thomas Moore had any idea that Zane was with a student, and Kaleb thought that Mr Moore never missed anything!

But here he was, bisexual, out of a relationship with a male teacher, that no one knew about as far as he knew, and after having been the main star in a sex tape with his male best friend. It was funny how things worked, because one moment, Kaleb had thought that he was straight, and was planning to go find a girl to have sex with later, and the next he was kissing a man and wondering what the hell was going on. "I guess so. I don't know, it's not every day you get to come out for the first time, is it?"

[/color] Kaleb answered, thinking it over. He'd came out to the world and showed his true self and his true feelings, that was something to be congratulated about, he guessed! His expression was calm, as was the tone in his voice, as he was telling the truth, he was done with lying and hiding himself now. "It's who I am, I don't see why I should be ashamed, even if some people think differently. Thank you"[/color] Kaleb said with a shrug, smiling at Sam. He'd been taunted, yes, since his outburst in the great hall, but it didn't bother him. As long as he was happy with who he was, and what he had done, then he didn't care about the people who taunted him and called him 'fag' or 'gay'. In fact, Kaleb took great pleasure of stopping them, and then correcting them that he was in fact, bisexual, and not gay, before carrying on wiith a huge smile on his face.

It was funny, because when he walked over, looking all silent and thoughtful, they thought that they were for it, but then the looks on their faces changed to ones of wonder, as in, wondering what the hell had just gone on, when he walked away. "Yeah, I am. And I don't even bed hop as much anymore either"[/color] He said with a smile as she said she was proud of him, as the sarcasm was there all the way through the sentence. "Hey, it's a big leap! I used to be an asshole, who'd even go so far as to tell a girl I loved her, to get into her pants. It's a big improvement!"[/color] He said with a serious look on his face, although it was hard to look so serious when he was so happy in who he was. "Nah, I like the company that I have already"[/color] Kaleb said with a smile, watching Sam sit down. She'd obviously not meant it, but must have felt obliged to sit, now that he'd moved. "Some people avoid me too, I wouldn't worry. But I don't see why they avoid you, your not that much of an ice queen"[/color] He said sarcastically, but he was joking, and he hoped that the tones of his jokiness had seeped through into his voice too. Although she did have no hint of emotion when she'd spoke, so maybe she was. She just needed to lighten up, he supposed, and maybe he could help with that.
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[samantha ellen lichtscheidl]

I DON'T NEED SOMEBODY TO COMPLETE ME
I C O M P L E T E M Y S E L F
NOBODY'S GOT TO BELONG TO SOMEBODY ELSE

Samantha was quiet, trying to take in this new information. So it was true, was it? She couldn't see how that was possible, but then again, she could. It was strange, really. She would have never seen it coming, but at the same time, it didn't seem all to strange. Kaleb was always jumping from one girl to the next, so maybe he was just trying to prove to himself that he was only into women, "Well, as long as you accept yourself, then that's all that matters," she agreed. She chewed on her lower lip for a moment, realizing she felt strange actually talking to the Slytherin like she didn't have something against him. "So, are people giving you a hard time, then?" she asked suddenly, startling herself from her question. It was almost as if she was willing to hold a conversation with this boy, as long as he didn't start to hit on her.

"Well, that's another improvement," she muttered, brushing some long strands of blond hair over one shoulder. She couldn't help but give him a small smile, though, at his confessions, "Well, I have heard that it's quite hard to break those sort of habits," she began, the sarcasm gone from her tone now, "So, did you have to get some sort of therapy? Or did you deal with this all by yourself?" she asked, examining Kaleb intently. She had decided she was going to believe him. Maybe it was the vibe he was letting off, but he just seemed slightly more mature than he had been before. She shrugged slightly, though she could tell that he was joking just a bit, "I don't really like people, so I prefer that they stay away from me," she stated simply with a small shrug of her shoulders. She obviously wasn't the most liked person in the school, but she really didn't mind too much. Sure, she would have liked a couple more friends that she could trust and be able to talk with, but you couldn't have everything.

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[kalebgarcia]

Kaleb noticed that she was quiet, and wondered whether she was disbelieving or just trying to take it all in. After all, it was a dramatic change considering the last time they had talked, he was trying to hit on her in class, and being a complete ass in general, and now here he was, insisting that he was reformed and nice. It was a huge leap. Kaleb had hardly understood the changes himself actually, but he'd not really changed, it was more like realising who he really was and then letting that person creep out and be known in the world. Believe him, it felt unbelievable to be himself at last, and the amount of weight taken off his shoulders was huge! Especially after telling his father properly, he'd felt the weight lift and the freedom and happiness come to him too. "Exactly. And I figured that to accept myself, why should I hide it? So I came out. I'm coming out, I want the world to know, I'm gonna let it show"

[/color] Kaleb said, singing the last bit that he'd picked up from a muggle song, and then laughing a little, happy at last. It was so odd, talking to her nicely, just because he'd not done it before, but there was always a first time for everything. "Some, but I chose to ignore them, they mean nothing to me so why should their comments?"[/color] He answered with a shrug, knowing that no matter how hard he tried to make the comments not hurt him, they did.

"It is, a whole lot better. Because now I'm not throwing sex around like candy, when I do have it with someone I care about, it means a whole lot more, meaning that it's ten times better"[/color] Kaleb said, running his hand through his hair, a small smile stuck permanently on his lips, that always used to carry his sexy smirk that got all the girls. He glanced around, making sure that no one overheard that would spread more rumours about him and Kai. He wasn't going to let Kai get into more trouble because of him, and thought that it was evil that they would hurt him when they didn't even know what had gone on. It was pathetic and evil and he hated them for hurting Kai. "Nope, I did it all by myself! I'm proud!"[/color] He said with a goofy, and somewhat childish grin. It wasn't actually that bad, talking to Sam, she seemed a nice enough person! "Well, thank you for letting me stay at least, it's good talking to you"[/color] He said honestly, smiling at her. His hands found his pocket and he pulled out sherbet lemons that he'd been keeping in his pocket for later. He took one out and slipped it into his mouth, then turned the packet to Sam. "Sherbet Lemon?"[/color] He offered, still smiling.[/justify][/size][/blockquote]

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