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Post by harrison james dalton on Jul 25, 2010 2:23:31 GMT
Joshua,[/color] This letter is difficult for me to write, but I think that you can be trusted to keep your mouth shut. Please, it is of utmost importance that you leave this letter no where that the parents may find it.
Josh, the short story is: I'm gay. I'm gay. I told Izzy the other night and she said she's got my back, no matter what. Josh, the parents are going to hate me. I need to know who's going to stick with me and who's going to turn their back on me with them. I can't pretend any more.
Please remember I'm still me, and this doesn't change a thing. I've always been gay; you just never knew it. [/sup][/i][/size][/justify] Please don't hate me, Harrison [/font][/color]
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Post by joshua andrew dalton on Jul 25, 2010 9:25:08 GMT
To Harrison, [/font][/left][/color] You idiot! NEVER write information like this in a letter! You should have learned that by know! People forget, people dont burn it and then people find out. I burned it, your lucky, but if you're telling a secret next time, for goodness sake, think about it and do it in person, eh? Your gay? Harrison, if this is some kind of joke, it's not funny, right, I just had to throw that out there, because although jokes are great and all that, you never joke about something that could have serious consequences like this. If your telling the truth, then of course I'll keep it a secret, I've got so many that one more won't hurt. Do not tell Beth yet, she's got enough on her plate, and she's in enough trouble at the moment, best wait a bit for that one. I'll tell you a good time. I'm proud of you for admitting it to me at least, and I know it doesn't change who you are. Izzy won't tell anyone, I'll make sure that she knows the seriousness of this. Don't talk about it around the rents for goodness sake, and if you do, use muffiliato, because I don't like your chances if they find out any time soon. In fact, I don't like your chances of telling them any time soon, but when you do it, you can count on me. I prefer us to them at the moment anyway of course, and seeing as they can be pretty heartless, I prefer us to them most of the time, so yeah, I'll do my best to stop them from kickng you out. I'll try and get bargains for you if I can, because I have a feeling that compramise would be the only solution, although I hope that's not the case. Now do as your told for once and burn this bloody letter too. No one can read it but you and me, and I won't tell anyone it even existed. Use your head, do the same. And don't you dare tell Jaslene, I don't want her brought into this, got it? good.
[/font][/blockquote][/justify] love Joshua [/font][/right][/color]
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Post by harrison james dalton on Jul 28, 2010 16:29:23 GMT
Joshua,[/color] I knew i was stupid even when writing it, but you're a smart guy. And don't worry, I burned it. I like to think that I’m a smart guy as well.
Thank you. I love you. Just felt the need to write that one down.
I don't plan on telling the parents any time soon, I just want to know who's going to be there for me. I won't tell Jaslene, but I wouldn't be surprised if she already knew... I'm actually a little bit surprised you didn't already know as well.
I’m sorry to add to your secret burden, but I need to tell people, or it’ll kill me. I know, I’m being selfish. But I need to do this. Not for anyone except myself. Which makes it selfish. The parents are not going to be in the know for a really, really long time.
I owe you so hugely. [/sup][/i][/size][/justify] Love, Harrison [/font][/color]
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Post by joshua andrew dalton on Jul 28, 2010 22:41:44 GMT
To Harrison, [/font][/left][/color] Yes, you should tell me next time, muffiliato is your friend, always remember that. Not that you can come out to me again. Anyway, good, burn this one too, just in case, because you want to get into the habit of burning letters, you'll do it a lot no doubt, especially now we're back home. At Hogwarts you didn't have to worry so much, but here, right here is where you need to watch. I love you too, and you know I'll always have your back, I look after my family. Good, i dont need her in trouble. and it may not look like it Harrison, but I do try and stay out of other peoples buisness when it's best for them and for me. It's alright, i know how it is to hide a part of yourself from everyone, especially when it's a huge part of who you are, and determinds your future like this does. Good. You dont want to tell them now either, because of the weddings and that, it would just add to their stress and they'll react worse. take care. love you.
[/font][/blockquote][/justify] love Joshua [/font][/right][/color]
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