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Post by williamharris on Jun 9, 2010 20:24:54 GMT
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William was in the process of drifting in and out of sleep when he felt his lover slide out from between the blankets, as easy as he liked. It was a Saturday morning, and it seemed that Riley was getting ready to go to work. He usually tried his best not to wake Will up, and always did a great job, bless his kind heart, but today Will was already drifting between sleep and being awake. He couldn't shift himself though, and when he heard the door go, he finally managed to push himself out of bed. Ruffling his own hair, he wandered to the bathroom, clad only in his boxers as there was no one to see him at home. He brushed his teeth, giving them a minty freshness, before returning to the bedroom where he dressed in his joggers and a white top. Grabbing his keys, he stuck his feet into some trainers and went out for a run down to the cobbled village. He usually did this in the morning in a bid to keep active, and muscular! It was early still, only around half seven, although his watch may have been slow. It was an old one that he was wearing, and the one tha this grandfather had given him when he turned seventeen. They didn't know he was gay back then, so it was all rosey and fine. His parents didn't really mind much, although sometimes things got awkward, especially when Riley came over.
Not two weeks ago, Will had found out that his grandfather, the one who was meant to be closest to him, had cut Will out of his will, because he was gay. how insulting was that? Will couldn't believe that his grandfather who had loved him and had a great influence on him, had cut him off from his inheritance. It wasn't the loss of the money that bothered him, but the loss of his grandfather's approval that got to him the most. He loved Riley. Was that really so bad? He couldn't see the problem with being gay himself, but he knew that there were others out there who were prejudiced, homophobic, who couldn't even stand to be in the same room as him and Riles. He worried a lot for both of their safety, because in the home they were safe, blissful and happy, but on the street, if there was a violent homophobic man, they could turn around and attack Riley or Will, if they found out that they were together. That's what worried him. He liked to think that there weren't people out there who would do that, but he knew that there was, because he'd almost seen it. He'd been walking through London two months ago, on his way to work. He'd apparated that day, and had to apparate out of the way, in an alley that was barely used. At the mouth of it, were a group of boys, and one had his fist raised, ready to strike the one pinned up against the wall. They were all muggles. Will scared them away yelling and swearing, and they all bolted, scared of being caught and arrested.
He'd asked the guy who was the victim why he was being targeted, and the guy had said that it was because he was gay. That sickened Will, that there were human beings that could treat one of their own like animals because of their sexuality. He'd been fearful every day since then, but he knew that they couldn't hide away in their apartment because that would mean that the prejudiced had won, and that they were being refused the rite to live their lives in peace. Will jogged around the streets at an easy pace, as he wasn't one for sprinting or fast paced running. He got tired after a while, and checked the clock to see that it was almost eight O'clock. He'd been jogging and stopping then jogging some more for almost a half hour, and the time had seemed to go so fast! He found a patch of grass by the side of the street path, and sat himself down and starting to stretch. He was thirsty, but he knew that the three broomsticks would be closed, but he didn't feel like going home yet. Pulling out his wand from the pocket of his joggers, he cupped the one hand, and pointed his wand at it. "Aguamenti"
[/color] He spoke aloud, knowing full well that if he concentrated he could have done it non verbally, but he liked the sound of his voice so why not say it aloud and save concentration? The water dripped from his wand, and he moved the wand away as soon as he had enough. Bringing his two hands together to cup the water now, he brought them to his lips and drank. You see, that was why he loved magic. It was so convenient! when he was done drinking, he lay back on the grass and looked up at the sky, watching the clouds move. He loved sunny days, they were always so warm and happy![/font][/size][/justify][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/font][/Right][/size]
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Post by kaylastewert on Jun 12, 2010 17:49:29 GMT
  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - An alarm went off close to Kayla’s head when it was time for her to get up. She rolled over and hit the clock to shut it up. Stretching, she looked over to see that her husband was already gone and then dropped her arms at the sight. He always left earlier than he had to, and did she ever get a goodbye? No. Her husband didn’t care enough to let her know he was leaving. Things like this made her regret ever getting married, even though she was pregnant with his child. At first she considered keeping the baby, but when she received her job at Hogwarts, she had an abortion to keep her job. It really did sound selfish, but she needed the job, and it was something she loved to do. She didn’t just decide out of no where that she was going to have it done though, she did actually contemplate it. If she could just wake up one morning and say ‘hey, I’m going to give up my baby for my job because I don’t care’ she would be considered heartless, and she definitely wasn’t that. It has crossed her mind before, what it would be like to have a baby. She regretted doing it, but at the same time she couldn’t, because she had her students, and she loved most of them. They were good kids… at times.
Slipping the covers off of her, she swung her legs over the side of the bed and stood up, stretching once again. She was ready to go out and get some fresh air. After all, she needed it and she didn’t want to stay cooped up inside all day. Especially if the weather was nice. She made her way into the bathroom and brushed her teeth, before pulling her hair up into a ponytail. When she finished she journeyed back into her bedroom to get dressed into something worthy of jogging. She needed a long run right now. Running always seemed to get things off of her mind, and at the same time, it was good for her. So, after getting dressed she stopped by the fridge to grab a water bottle for the run and then walked over to the door to shove her feet into her running shoes and grabbed her keys. Then, without another thought she was out the door, locking it behind her.
She was soon running down the path to the village and hoping that she might find a friend to hang out with or something. Talking to people helped get things off of her chest too. Of course, she probably wouldn’t mention her hate for her husband over a chat with just any friend. That would be weird, and if she told anyone, it had to be someone she knew wouldn’t mention anything to him or anyone else for that matter. It would be nice to hear someone else’s opinion on the situation too. She hated having to confide in herself for answers. Sometimes it was easier to make a decision if you had a couple other opinions.
After a while she wanted to stop running, but she didn’t want to just sit down anywhere. Maybe she could stop by a deli or something. Get some coffee and something small to eat. That was probably what she was going to do. She did stop running, but she kept going at a walking pace. She could soon see a figure in the distance pull out their wand to use it for water. Deciding that she wanted to see who it might be, she started to wander closer and when she got close enough to see who it was, she froze, holding herself back from running over and immediately hugging him. "Will, is that really you?" She said, her voice full of excitement and disbelief as she walked closer to him. William Harris, one of her best friends at Hogwarts. Because of the fact she was older than him, she left Hogwarts before him and lost contact with him. He was one of those friends that you could never forget and would always hold close to your heart, even if you were separated. She could honestly say that she missed him.
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Post by williamharris on Jun 13, 2010 10:55:57 GMT
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Saturdays always seemed so peaceful and calm, although they were always better once Riley was home and out of work. He missed him like he'd miss a heartbeat, and Riley practically was his heartbeat. if it wasn't for Riley, he wasn't sure if he'd even be able to live. Riley was his life, and he loved him dearly. Riley was his world, and he couldn't imagine a life without him. Life without him would probably be compared to living in the Sahara desert, and not having any water. It would be feeling the dryness in your throat and knowing there was no relief. Knowing that the chances of you finding relief anywhere in that desert was slim. it was like the chances of finding anyone who Will could love as much as he loved Riley, in the big wide world, slim to none. Probably none actually, as he loved Riley more than he loved his own life. It was like all his Christmas' had come at once when he'd fallen head over heels in love with Riley, and he'd give up all his Christmas' just to keep Riley in his life. And Will loved Christmas.
Christmas was Will's favourite holiday of all time, including Halloween. Christmas was magical, and it was special, with all the presents picked out lovingly, and then the presents that random family members who you never really knew bought without really caring if they got you a can of lighter fluid when you didn't smoke. Which, incidentally, he did used to do, but he quit in his fifth year, half way through, because he didn't really like it, it just helped him de-stress, and all his friends at the time were doing it. Well, all his Slytherin buddies did. There were some other friends from other houses and they didn't smoke, but that was beside the long and drawn out point. Wow, how long had he been thinking about Christmas? too long, back to Riley. Riley was like the ultimate Christmas present, and if he could hold him forever then he wouldn't need anything else. Hearing his name brought him out of his daze, and he snapped back to reality, looking around to see the source of the noise.
Could it really be her? No way! Kayla? could it really be? When Will was in his first year, he'd ended up friends with her, she was awesome, but older than him by a good few years, so when she'd left, Will had regrettably lost touch with her, but had always cared for her. She was the first person he'd told he was gay, and she was always supportive of him in everything else that he did. He just wished that they'd been in the same year, or similar, so that they could have stuck together. She didn't even know about Riley or anyone! It was awful that she was deprived of the best moment of his life. Kayla? No way! Really?"
[/color] He asked, pushing himself up from the ground and wiping the dirt off his hands. He pulled her into a hug, excited that he'd found her again at last. He'd been trying to catch up with her for ages, but no one could tell him where she was or what she was doing. Now they had to play catch up, he wanted to know everything about her! [/font][/size][/justify][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/font][/Right][/size]
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Post by kaylastewert on Jun 14, 2010 16:17:56 GMT
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - It was her friend. She wasn’t just hallucinating or something. It was really him. Kayla hadn’t seen Will since she graduated from Hogwarts and that had been years ago. Well, not too many years, seeing as she was twenty-six now, and you graduate at eighteen. But the point was, it felt like a long time. She loved this boy dearly and it was upsetting to her to have to let him go. She didn’t want to, and she would’ve stayed in touch with him had she been able to, but it just didn’t work out that way. She hated the feeling of losing someone so close to her. It was like a part of you was ripped out. Especially when you are as close as she was to him.
Kayla had met Will when she was in her sixth year and he was in his first. They were in separate houses, but oddly enough, they still saw a lot of each other. She remembered when he told her that he was gay. She wasn’t exactly expecting it, but she didn’t care. Who was to say that sexuality actually mattered? Of course it did when you were trying to find someone to love, but other than that a person should not be judged by that aspect of their life. Kayla was definitely heterosexual, but that didn’t mean she doesn’t support those who aren’t. A lot of them were actually good people, and one of those people just happened to be Will. She grew very close to him, and knew she could trust him with anything, as did he with her.
There was so much to tell him too. Of course, she didn't know how to tell him that she was now married and already had two abortions. She didn't know how he would feel about that. He probably wouldn't like the fact that her husband was a complete jackass either. Those things are the subjects she never talked about with her friends, but it was easily considerable with him. She knew that he would be there for her, but she was still nervous about his opinion on the matter. Maybe she would wait until the right time. That would probably be the best. Right now, she didn't want to ruin the happy moment.
She watched him get up and then smiled brightly as he pulled her into a hug, hugging him back as well. He sounded just as excited as she was, which made her happier than before. She was glad that he had not forgotten her. "It’s great to see you!" She exclaimed, still wanting to jump up and down like a little girl who had gotten a brand new Barbie doll, or a teenager who was just asked out by her crush. "It’s been too long William." She said, pulling back from the hug and taking a good look at him. "You look really good." She complimented, her smile still bright.
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Post by williamharris on Jun 14, 2010 20:02:59 GMT
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William couldn't believe that he wasn't imagining it! It really was her! The last time he'd seen her, he'd been short and a first year at the school! Well, about to go into his second year, but that wasn't the point. Yes, he'd known that he probably was gay from a very early age, don't judge, he just knew who he was before everyone else had figured out who they were. He was a bright kid after all, and at just under 21 years old had managed to secure a position under the ministress of magic, as the junior undersecretary. And in fact, he was one of the youngest to hold that position ever, but he had the potential for it, and everyone saw that from the beginning, that's why he rose through the ranks so fast. He'd always been good at subjects too, and managed not only to balance homework and classes, but fun and drinking, which was always fun.
And it occurred to Will then that Kayla didn't know any of this at all, and he'd have to play major catch up! But perhaps the major change in his life had to be Riley, because Kayla would remember him vaguely, as he was older than Will, but at the same time, she'd not know about them getting together, he doubted, as it had happened suddenly on Riley's last day at Hogwarts. And Will was so glad that he'd bucked up the courage to kiss him, because if he hadn't he just wouldn't be happy, and he loved being happy. And not to mention that he didn't know where he'd be living, or who he'd be with, and the idea of waking up next to someone other than Riley was repulsive, especially on a Sunday, because they always spent hours just holding each other in bed on Sundays, and he couldn't imagine doing that with anyone else.
Will was about ready to start jumping around like a teenager again when he heard the excitement in her voice. "Ditto! I've missed you so much! How dare you lose contact with me, that was awful! You are totally out of the loop now!"
[/color] William said with a grin and a laugh. Ahh he was glad to have his friend back, and she hadn't changed a bit, personality wise from what Will could see! "Thank you! And you're looking amazing!"[/color] He answered back looking at her. She had her great taste too, which was a relief, he didn't want to see her in like, awful clothes. "We need to catch up, on everything! I want to know what's been going on with you! Everything!"[/color] He said with a grin, again feeling the urge to jump up and down. This was fantastic![/font][/size][/justify][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/font][/Right][/size]
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Post by kaylastewert on Jun 27, 2010 3:35:05 GMT
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kayla was ready to just burst with happiness. Come to think of it, she hasn’t been this happy since she began teaching at Hogwarts. She used to think that her husband was a part of her life she would enjoy, but that turned out to be the worst part of her life. He was an asshole, and truthfully she was considering divorce. He rarely said I love you anymore, and sometimes he could get rough with her. She wasn’t afraid of him, for she had never let anyone walk all over her, but your own husband doing that was not something you wanted to live with. She wondered if Will had ever found someone. He was gay, so that had to be a bit hard, especially with how some people could be these days, but she was sure he was doing good.
Will was someone Kayla had always admired. He was a good guy, and he seemed to know who he was even before anyone else. He never let it get in his way either. People were mean, and some didn’t understand, but he kept on going. That was probably one of the many reasons she was close to him. He was just an awesome person all around, and she couldn’t wait to spend more time with him. Now that she found him again, she was not going to let him go. He was one good thing in her life, and right now, something good was what she needed. She didn’t even care what her husband would think of him. She was going to stay friends with him and keep in touch, no matter what.
Kayla laughed as he did. He had not changed at all, at least she couldn’t tell any difference in him, personality wise. “I’m sorry Will. Really I am.” She told him, giving him a sincere smile. “A lot of things have, well, happened since I left Hogwarts as a student.” Her smile brightened at his returned compliment. “You’re welcome and thank you also. I enjoy looking this good.” She flicked her hair back over her shoulder like a preppy girl would who was obsessed with herself. She once again laughed, but this time at herself. She was never one of those preppy chicks and never would be. Truth be told, she was always friends with the boys. Therefore, she wasn’t too girly. Sure she liked wearing skirts and dresses, but she never really got along with girls.
Her smile started to turn into a frown when he mentioned catching up. She didn’t mind it too much, but she was not ready for his reaction to her life. She was scared he might think poorly of her when he heard about her abortions. She was also afraid of his reaction to the asshole she was married to. “Um, I’d love to hear about what’s going on with you, but I’m not so sure you’ll be thrilled to hear about my life.” She told him, as she took his hand and moved back to where he was sitting before she showed up. “Come on, let’s sit down.” She said, doing exactly that.
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Post by williamharris on Jun 27, 2010 9:33:00 GMT
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william was longing to hear riley tell him he loved him. he always was, and if he had his way he would hear him saying it every five minutes, as a reminder that there was a reason that they lasted through the hate on them, because some people did hate on them. there were many homophobic people around, including people in the village. some of these didn't know any better, but some people hated them for being together. they were probably jealous that he and riles were so happy, because anyone who looked at them, and the way that will and riles looked at each other, could tell that they were happy, and completely in love. he would be happy as long as he had riles to keep him sane, and he never wanted to lose him. he'd never hurt riles, and if anyone tried it, he knew he'd be there straight away, ready to kick their homophobic asses. he'd been hit once or twice for his sexuality, but that had been in hogwarts years ago, by the bullying kids in the years above him.
but he pulled through all the abuse, the taunting words, and even the bruises when he had them, because he knew that it was who he was and no amount of cat calling or bruises would change that. nothing would. he loved who he was, he was proud of himself, and even more so, he was completely happy with who he was with. riley had lit up his life like a candle in the dark and he knew that sounded corny but it was true. riley gave him a purpose that wasn't related to work. he gave will something to live for, he gave will another reason to ignore the abuse, and now if anyone insulted him because of his sexuality, he just remembered riley saying those words and he wasn't so upset. yes he was gay, and he didn't care, and he didn't see why anyone else should stick their nose in either, it wasn't any of their business. kayla had always been the one who managed to keep him grounded, and encouraged him whenever he needed a lift, because sometimes those peole who insulted him in school had gotten to him. not her, she'd helped him out great.
will brought his lips back into a grin. "well at least your here now, and we're going to catch up. and if you think that your going from my life again, your wrong. if i have to tape you to the sofa i will"
[/color] he said with a laugh, joking, obviously, as he could just use magic, but the image of her being taped to the sofa was a funnier one, and he'd always liked to make people laugh, especially kayla and riley. she really was stuck though, because he'd missed her, and he wasn't going to lose her again. he didn't care what anyone said, he'd be friend with her. okay, unless riles said something, but he wasn't so possessive to say that he couldn't be friends with her. riley knew will, and he knew that will was close with her, so he wouldn't do anything like that to hurt will. he knew that for a fact, and they both had lives out side of each other, despite the fact that will was usually constantly thinking about riley, even at work. "well i can't wait to hear about them! it's the same for me too, life has been fantastic"[/color] he said with a grin, unable to contain his excitement and happiness after being reunited with his childhood best friend. was she with someone? did she have children? where was she livng? what was she doing? he wanted to know everything! he laughed as she tossed her hair like one of the popular girls that had ruled the corridors at hogwarts. kayla had never been one of them, and will knew that. she got on better with all the guys, which wasn't surprising, and so she'd not been into popularity like those girls had. she was popular in her own way, and not plastic, which will loved. she taught him that you didn't need to pretend to be someone so that people liked, that you could be yourself and you'd be loved. "i see you haven't changed at all. good, i'm glad."[/color] he said with a grin. he let her take his hand and sat down on the grass with her. "kayla, of course i'd be thrilled. tell me everything! are you with someone? do you have kids? what's your job, where are you living?"[/color] he asked, her wondering why she was so hesitant. it wasn't like her to be so slightly reserved about herself and it worried him. what was going on? "kayla i demand that you tell me what's up now, you can't make me worry like that!"[/color] he whined, pulling on his puppy dog look. his eyes got all cute and his lips pulled into a cute and undeniable frown. it worked wonders normally, and he wanted to know what was going on.[/font][/size][/justify][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/font][/Right][/size]
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Post by kaylastewert on Jun 30, 2010 7:40:27 GMT
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kayla had always wanted a family when she got older. Heck, she was only twenty-six and she was married and had two abortions. She would’ve had two kids if she had put them first instead of her job. But, when she was younger she didn’t think too much about that kind of thing. She thought her job was the most important thing because it was something she loved to do. She considered having the kid, but never did. Sometimes she would feel bad about her decision, but she couldn’t dwell on it too much because it was over and done with. There was nothing she could do about it now. There was also the fact that she was already learning that getting married was a stupid idea. She practically got married right after graduation. The only reason was because she was pregnant with his child. He wanted marriage, she didn’t really know what she wanted. She married him because she was considering it. He never found out about the kids. Now she was considering divorce because he was probably the biggest mistake of her life. She wondered how William was doing with his love life. Probably much better than her.
She could remember how he would always be messed with just because he was gay. Those students were so immature and she hated them. Most of her friends were the mature ones. Sure she had a couple of people she knew that were homophobic or immature, but they were usually just people she tolerated. Most of them were guys too. Kayla wasn’t one of those girls who hung with other chicks. She was always hanging with the guys. She wasn’t a complete tomboy either. She liked to be girly, but in her own way. Hanging out with the guys was just her way of living the life. Girls were bitches and most of the time they were immature. They always wanted to be the most popular people and they would hurt others just to achieve that. Guys weren’t all good, don’t get her wrong. They could be perverts and immature too, but it seemed that they knew how to be more respectful, in a weird sort of way. At least that’s how they were with her. She tried not to pay attention to their personal lives with their girlfriends.
Kayla laughed at her friends comment. “Oh, you would really force me against my will to stay William?” She shook her head in disbelief at him. Of course she was just joking. The funny thing was she could actually imagine him doing that to her, but he would obviously use magic instead. Using tape to do something like that when you could simply just use magic was not done anymore. Anyways, Will didn’t have to force her to stay, because she wasn’t going anywhere. Even if her husband forbid her, she would just defy him. She didn’t care for her husband like she did for Will. She loved Will with all her heart. He was like a brother to her and no one would ever come between them. At least in her book they wouldn’t. The way Will was acting, she didn’t think he would let anyone come between them either. She hoped that was true.
A sigh escaped her as she watched him grin. He was obviously happy, and he admitted to his life being fantastic. He was lucky. She wanted that and got a messed up life. The only good part about her life was her job and now, seeing her best friend again. She missed the days at Hogwarts where she was practically happy all the time. She enjoyed her teenage years, for she got a long with so many people, and she had little to no regrets. Now it seemed like her regrets were starting to catch up with her. She regretted getting married, and having her abortions, and putting her job before those kids. The regret was so much worse now that she was sitting right next to her best friend she hadn’t seen in a long time. She was afraid he would be disappointed in her, but she wouldn’t be surprised if he was. “Yeah. Unfortunately, I’ve changed more than you know.”
“Hm, trust me you say that now.” She answered to his comment about being thrilled. “Okay, so I’m married, I don’t have kids, I am the flying professor at Hogwarts, and I mostly stay at Hogwarts, but my actual house is here in Hogsmeade.” She could tell he was getting worried about the way she was acting. She should probably tell him what was going on. Maybe that was what she needed. Someone to listen to her for once. Maybe she needed to get it off her chest, and have a second opinion. “Will, you have to promise me you will not hate me or judge me. I just got you back. I don’t want to lose you again.” Now she was biting her lip slightly so she wouldn‘t cry. She wasn’t going to cry. She wasn’t going to let herself. Crying would just be stupid right now. She wasn’t going to let him see her like that. He was used to seeing her strong and she wanted him to remember her like that.
Kayla closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before she let it out and looked at him once more. “I started dating my husband after I graduated and I… ended up getting pregnant. He claimed to love me and asked me to marry him. He didn’t know I was pregnant, and he never found out, because… well… I got an abortion. I wasn’t going to at first. I was actually considering keeping the baby, that’s why I said yes, but I got my job as the flying professor and all I could think about was keeping that job. If I would’ve kept that baby, I wouldn’t have been able to continue as the flying professor.” Her eyes became downcast after mentioning the abortion. She wanted to find a way to make it right. She wanted it to sound like it wasn’t a bad thing, but it was, and she knew it. “Um, a few years later, I got pregnant again, and decided to do the same thing. After that I decided to do whatever I could not to get pregnant again. I couldn’t have anymore abortions on my conscience. He never found out about that pregnancy either.” Ever since she mentioned the first abortion, she never looked back at him. She was nervous to see the expression on his face. “Anyways, things have gone downhill in my marriage. He’s an asshole Will. He never tells me he loves me and sometimes when we fight he can become really abusive. He would scream and throw things. I can hold my own, but I guess you can say he’s made me slightly afraid. I get nervous when people yell now. I don’t know, I’m thinking about a divorce. I just.. don’t know.”
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LYRICS: On the Brightside by Nevershoutnever
CLOTHES: outfit
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Post by williamharris on Jul 5, 2010 13:13:11 GMT
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william and riley had gotten together properly on the last day of school, and riley's very last day in hogwarts. they'd been happy together ever since, and years later they were still together. it was testimony to how amazing a couple they were, and how they truly loved each other. it was also testimony to how real love was. it existed, and it could get you through anything, even getting kicked out of your grandfather's will. he'd been close to him too, that was why it had been so hard to take. he'd been rejected because of who he loved by the man he always looked up to. it nearly tore him apart. "yes i am if it's what it takes to keep you in my life."
[/color] he said with a grin, giving her hand a squeeze. of course he'd use magic if he really wanted to keep her there, but he knew she wouldn't go anywhere soon anyway because she'd been so excited about seeing will again. it seemed that she loved him just as much as she used to, and will felt the same. kayla was like a sister to him, and that would never change, no matter how long they were apart, or if one of them moved to space, that bond would always be there for them, and he was going to do his best not to let her slip away from him again. he missed her too much. she sighed and looked worried. what was wrong? he wanted to know what was up, and now. she was acting kind of odd and weird. what was up with her? what had gone on? who had made her feel like this? he would go and shout at them. he'd try not to be violent because he didn't like violence being an answer, but he was going to do his best to sort it out, because whatever it was, it was making her unhappy, and he wasn't going to have her be unhappy because she deserved so much more than that. she deserved a good life, and she deserved to be happy. she deserved a nice house and a nice husband, and amazing little kids that could call him uncle will, and could drag him around the park and have him push them on the swings. he would do it because he loved kids, and one day maybe he and riles would be able to adopt, but at the moment that wasn't an option because of their jobs and such. maybe some time in the future. maybe she did have kids. he'd have to meet them, tickle them, make them laugh, tell her how much they looked like her, and comment on how absolutely gorgeous they were. he let that comment drop, waiting for an explanation. oh, she didn't have kids. no uncle will. that's alright though, they were still young, she had her whole life ahead of her and didn't need kids tying her down. she could do so well for herself. "flying professor? that's fantastic! hey do you know many of the staff? riley matthews perhaps?"[/color] he asked her, wondering if she knew him. oh that would be wonderful if she did, or at least knew of him. that way when he told her she would know who he was talking about. maybe they would get on well! she looked upset. what was wrong? he took both her hands in his and gave them a squeeze. "baby girl there is no way i'm letting you go again, and besides, i know what it's like to be judged, and it's not nice. why would i judge you?"[/color] he asked, reassuring her with his tone. hopefully it wouldn't be something too bad, like her killing someone or something. he'd be kind of offended that she didn't call him to help her hide the body. he pressed a kiss to her forehead as she looked like she was going to cry, and then he hushed her gently, like a father to a child when comforting them. and there it was, she told him her story. abortion? she had an abortion? so there was no uncle will because she had an abortion? she paused and he waited, kind of awestruck. what could he say to that? he didn't agree to abortion unless it was to save the mother's life, and so he was kind of upset that she would do that, and end a child's life. there were other options of course, like adoption, so why did she chose that? and she did it for her job? that was why then, she couldn't carry a baby full term and be the flying professor. that was kind of upsetting, but he knew that she loved that job. he could tell when she talked about it. okay, he wasn't judging her though, because she was his best friend and no matter what she did he'd be there for her. then she started to tell him about her husband and will got mad that he was slightly abusive. at least he didn't hit her, just threw things around, but that was still dangerous and could escalate. okay, he needed her to get out of it now, whilst she was still okay. saying nothing, he pulled her close and rocked her gently, leaning his chin on her head. "you are a brave girl. you can take more than i could have. you need to get out now, babe, before his violence escalates. if he hits you, i'll kill him."[/color] he said, the last part angry. he couldn't believe anyone could hurt kayla like that.[/font][/size][/justify][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [/font][/Right][/size]
TAGGED tis open!
LYRICS resistance by muse!
CLOTHES here
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NOTES I seriously love this guy ♥ there's actually an outfit now ^_^
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